But Sera is inside. Maybe the man who took her is too. And if I collapse the structure, the debris could kill her before I reach her. And if I tear through the walls with the full force of what I am—unbound, unfed, a century-plus of compressed fury finally released—the shockwave could hurt the one thing in this world I will not hurt.
Patience.
I learned it from imprisonment. From the long, slow years of pressing against a cage that would not yield. From the years of silence when I forgot my own name and had nothing to do but exist in the cracks between rotting boards and listen to the house settle around me like a coffin being nailed shut.
I hated patience then. It was not a virtue. It was a sentence.
Now it is a weapon.
I seep inside through the hairline crack where the loading dock door meets the concrete pad. It’s a gap no wider than a coin's edge, but I am not bound by width or mass or the crude limitations of physical form.
I creep through the gaps in the mortar where the cinder-block walls meet the metal frame. Through the ventilation system, through rusted ducts that no longer wheeze stale air, through filters clogged with years of neglect.
I fill the building with myself.
Every shadow becomes mine. Every dark corner, every patch of gloom beneath the metal shelving units, every space where the red exit light does not reach. I am the darkness behind the support columns. I am the cold pooling in the drain grates. I am the silence in this dead place.
I am everywhere inside these walls, and I am watching, and I am patient.
I find her.
She is lying on her side inside the Seal of Dissolution, with her other human name inscribed at the center. The Seal is much smaller than mine. The proportions are correct, but it’s not as well made as mine. I can feel the fractures she has already found, the three weak points where Red Hands didn’t take his time.
My magnificent girl. Even caged, even starving, even drained, she is perfection.
And she is breathing, barely, the slow, shallow rhythm of a body conserving every resource it has left. Her lips are cracked.Her skin is pale beneath the crimson wash of the exit light. Fresh cuts mark her collarbone, and beneath her shirt are more cuts.
He has been working on her, slowly peeling back layers of her skin. Slowly bleeding her dry.
And her fingernails…
Her fingernails are painted red.
He painted her nails while she was too weak to stop him.
The cheap, garish color fills me with rage. It comes from the place I existed before I had a name, before I was compressed into shadow and smoke and the negative spaces between things.
It is the fury of Hell itself.
But I settle into the darkness and wait because Red Hands is not here. The hangar is empty except for Sera. He has left, but he will return. The compulsion that drives him is not the kind that permits abandonment of a project mid-revelation.
And when he walks back through that door, he will step into a building that is no longer a building.
It is me.
Every shadow. Every corner. Every breath of cold air. The darkness he relies on for privacy, for concealment, for the intimate theater of his work belongs to me now. He will not know it, will not feel the difference.
I’ll make sure of it.
But the darkness around him will be watching, listening.
I press my awareness closer to Sera without touching the Seal. I will not risk the backlash, not with her inside it, but I hover close enough that if she surfaces from whatever shallow unconsciousness she's drifted into, she might feel me. Might feel the cold deepen by degrees. Might feel the darkness thicken around her like a blanket woven from night itself.
I am here. If Red Hands comes back, I am not merciful.
Her heartbeat continues to pulse.
James is coming. I feel his new bond like a second thread, cruder than Sera's, more transactional—soldier to commander, fist to the arm that throws it—but strong and getting closer. The cold-fast pulse of him races east with Eddie.
