I lower the zipper of his jeans and fumble to free his rock hard cock from his boxer briefs.
Tucker’s dark blue eyes are burning with the same heat that’s coursing through my body. The blue is so pure and deep that I could drown in it.
“Oh, shit.” He freezes, exhaling a shuddering breath. “I’m the biggest idiot in the fucking world.”
I stop stroking his thick, hard shaft to ask him what’s wrong.
“I don’t have a condom on me.” He closes his eyes, his forehead resting on mine like earlier in the club’s main room.
“You don’t?” I’m gonna die.
His cock is still rock hard, pulsing in my hand.
“I didn’t bring any. I thought that we were going out for an Italian meal with my roommates. I didn’t think there would be any chance to be alone with you. I have a whole fucking box of condoms waiting for us in my nightstand in the hopes that you would come to my room later.”
I can’t bear to stop touching him. My free hand cups the side of his face. “I don’t blame you, sweetie. I get it.”
“I fucking blame myself.” He bites out. “I guess I need to calm myself down enough to get to your car and drive back to camp. Unless you’re turned off by my stupidity and you want to get back to our friends and keep partying.”
One thing I have been noticing about Tucker is that beneath his cheerful, carefree exterior, he tends to be generous and forgiving with his friends and loved ones, but he’s extremely hard on himself.
“Or…” I hesitate for a moment, but what I’m about to say feels right, so I finish the sentence. “Maybe we really don’t need a condom. I mean, if it’s ok with you. I’m clean and on birth control. Colsen and Nash had protection with them. So it’s up to you, Tucker.”
He doesn’t say anything for a second. His blond brows furrow as he thinks this over. “You would trust me with this much?”
“I would.” I whisper. “And it takes trust from you too to go bare.”
“Fuck, yeah.” His cock pulses in my hand. “I mean, I’m clean. We get tested every time we get a medical, and we just got one. But remember? I haven’t been with anyone for almost a year.”
I kiss him slowly and softly to seal the deal. “Ok, then.”
Tucker’s eyes are burning with smoldering desire. “I’ve never gone bare, baby. And I want you to know that if anything happened, even with your birth control, I would be by your side every step of the way. Whatever you wanted to do.”
His words do something to my heart. This sounds like the beginning of a marriage proposal. Is it crazy that it doesn’t scare me at all?
I know it’s way too early to think this way; but since the second I met Tucker, every little new thing I learn about him makes me like him more.
The realization that I feel the same way about Colsen and Nash hits me square in the chest. But that’s a problem for future Taryn.
“I know you’d be there for me, Tucker. But I’m done talking. I need you.”
He lifts me by the backs of my thighs and carries me to the desk.
The polish wood feels a little cold under my ass, but I don’t care.
“Let me help you, baby. I need these off.” Tucker slides my panties off my legs and puts them in the front pocket of his jeans before pushing them further down his thick, muscular legs. “You need to tell me if I’m hurting you.” He murmurs against my lips.
I am so beside myself with excitement that I forgot how huge Tucker is.
When he begins pushing himself inside me, I will my body to relax. The first few inches are the most difficult. Tucker isn’t just long, he’s also so thick that I couldn’t even close my fingers around the base of his shaft.
But I’m so excited, I need him so much, that my body gives in to his hot invasion. I’m so wet that my inner walls stretch to accommodate him without pain.
“Fuck, baby.” He grunts once he’s buried to the hilt. “You’re so tight. And you feel so soft and slick. I’ve never felt anything more perfect. Do you think I can move, or do you need a second?”
I respond by contracting my muscles, and he lets out a string of curses.
Tucker begins moving in and out of me, and the feeling is exquisite.
