I’ve got the smartest comeback of my life on the tip of my tongue, but every trace of coherent thought leaves my brain when she lowers the pair of purple silk panties and steps out of it, walking toward her king-size bed.
She still has her high heels on, but that isn’t the sight that renders me speechless.
As Zara climbs onto the bed, I notice something sparkling behind her.
“Are you…” Fuck, I can barely hear my own voice over how loud my heart is beating in my ears. “Are you wearing a butt plug?”
Zara rises on all four, wiggling her butt to show us. “Come here, guys. And lose those clothes, please.”
I’m by her side in a heartbeat, shedding my clothes as I go, but Lev and Chance reach the bed just as quickly.
“That looks so fucking hot, Zee.” Lev dips his head to give her a deep, lingering kiss.
“I’m happy you like it.” She smiles. “I’ve been wearing it as often as possible, and I worked my way up to the biggest one in the set you bought me.”
Chance palms her ass, giving Zara’s toned cheek a gentle squeeze. “Does it mean what I think it does?”
She torments her bottom lip with her teeth, nodding her head.
“What does it mean?” I ask, feeling a little out of the loop.
Lev comes to Zara’s aid. “We’ve been talking about trying anal. That’s why I bought her a set of butt plugs. We agreed that we wouldn’t do anything bigger than a finger or two until Zee was comfortable with the biggest plug in the set.”
“When I tried this last plug for the first time, I must admit it felt really big. It hurt a little. But now it’s completely ok.”
Lev’s lips brush the side of her head. “I’m glad to hear that. But you know you could have taken things slower if it hurt, right?”
“I know.” Zara reassures him. “I just… I had a plan for tonight, if Ares was ok to stay with us.”
I run a shaky hand through my hair. “Tell us about this plan.” I ask. Even though, remembering what happened the last time I walked in on her with Chance and Lev, I have a feeling I know what she’s about to say.
“Look,” Zara sits on her knees, facing us. “It doesn’t have to happen if you don’t feel comfortable with this, Ares. But since I started dating all three of you and I tried being with Chance and Lev at the same time, I’ve had this fantasy. I kept imagining how it would be to be with all three of you together. Not taking turns, but…”
“I get it.” I nod.
She takes my hand, bringing my knuckles to her lips. “I didn’t think it would ever be possible at the beginning, when you guys expected me to choose. But since we decided that the three of you would coexist, I couldn’t help but hope that my fantasy would become reality one day.”
Fuck. “What would you have done if I had walked away five minutes ago?”
“Nothing. I would have accepted that my fantasy would have played out just with Chance and Lev.” She squeezes my hand. “You aren’t obligated to stay or do anything you aren’t comfortable with, Ares. But if you’re up for it, this would be the most exciting thing ever.”
I know why she brought this up tonight. Zara is scared of tomorrow’s race. But she didn’t want to force my hand, and she allowed me to make my own decision without any pressure every step of the way. Even now, after I already said that I would stay, she’s giving me a way out in case I change my mind.
“I can’t believe I’m saying this, princess.” I lean closer, my lips just short of touching hers. “But kissing you and undressing you with Chance’s help was really hot. I thought I would be too jealous, but I’m fine. If I have to be totally honest, when I saw you with both of them at Lev’s house, I thought the three of you together were really hot too. That’s why I got so mad. I think I was more mad at myself for being turned on than at the three of you for pushing the boundaries we’ve been raised with.”
Zara nods. “That makes sense.”
I kiss her, slipping my tongue into her mouth the second she allows me in. “I want you to have everything you want, princess. But like you gave me a way out right now if I didn’t want this, remember that you have a choice tomorrow too. You can always bow out of that race, and none of us will think any less of you. Right, guys?”
“Absolutely.” Chance and Lev agree.
“I know, but we’re doing this.”
Lev voices the question on the tip of my tongue before I can. “Which thing are you talking about? Tonight or tomorrow?”
“Both.” Zara bites out. “And right now I’m all out of words. I want the three of you inside me.”
We look at each other. “Have you thought about who you want where?” Lev asks.
