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It was a list of names.

Five of them, corresponding, she realized as she read, to the five thin folders. The Fraluma names she didn't recognize — they meant nothing to her yet, designations from a world she had barely begun to understand. But beside each Fraluma name was a second entry, smaller, in a different hand, added later. Human names. Locations. And in the column beside those, a single word repeated five times.

Monitoring.

Four of the entries had a second word beside the first. Terminated. The dates beside those were old, spanning decades.

The fifth entry did not have that word.

The fifth entry had a question mark.

She read the human name beside the fifth Fraluma designation. She read the location. She read the question mark. And then she sat very still in the archive basement with the list in her hands and understood, with the particular cold clarity of someone who has just found the story they were looking for and discovered they are in it, exactly what case BPV-7741 was.

The Fraluma name meant nothing to her. Not yet.

The human name did.

It was her father's.

She read it again.

The name sat on the page the same way it had the first time — small, precise, written in a different hand from the Fraluma name beside it, added later, the ink a slightly different shade that said: someone came back to this. Someone knew to come back to this. Her father's name, and beside it a location that was this city, this district, the address of the laboratory where he had worked for twenty years before moving to the one he worked in now.

And beside that: Monitoring.

And beside that: ?

She became aware that she was sitting on the archive floor.

She didn't remember deciding to sit. Her legs had apparently made the decision independently, at some point between reading the name the first time and reading it the second, and her back was against the cabinet and the list was in both her hands and the basement was very quiet around her and the light was the particular flat quality of underground fluorescents that didn't know what time it was and didn't care.

She was a journalist. She had been a journalist for three years. In three years she had found things she hadn't been looking for before — that was the nature of the work, the thing that made it what it was, the reason she had chosen it and kept choosing it every time it cost her something. She had found corruption and she had found negligence and she had found, twice, genuine cruelty. She had reported all of it. She had been proud of all of it, in the careful way she was proud of things, which was mostly in private and mostly after the fact.

She had never found herself in a story before.

She read the list again, slowly this time. All five entries. The Fraluma names she didn't know yet, the human names she didn't recognize, the pattern of Monitoring and Terminated running down the column like a ledger accounting for people the way you accounted for errors. Four of them closed. Resolved. The fifth —

Her father's name. A question mark. Thirty years old and still open, which meant they hadn't found what they were looking for, which meant the thing they were looking for was still out there somewhere, being watched for, being waited for —

Resultant lineage flagged for monitoring.

She put the list down on her knee and pressed the heel of her hand against her sternum and breathed, slowly, the way she breathed when things were going wrong and she needed her body to cooperate.

Her father had spent his entire career studying Fraluma biology.

Her father had a daughter who couldn't wear real implants and had never been able to explain why.

Her father had said, four days ago in a careful voice: more data needed, always more data. And she had filed it as strange because he always had answers, and now she understood that the answer he had was the one he couldn't give her, had never been able to give her, had spent twenty-six years carrying alone because a woman he loved had handed it to him and trusted him with it and then disappeared.

The Fraluma name beside his on the list meant nothing to her.

Not yet.

She thought about the word from the dock. The word she hadn't known that had landed like a door opening. She thought about Dremma's hands, careful on her wrists, and the thing that had moved through her expression that she'd tried to hide and hadn't entirely managed. She thought about Edi-Veen on the container above her, looking down, his face doing something that weather did — moving through, leaving the landscape altered.

She thought: they knew.

They had known since the dock. Possibly before the dock. And she had known, on some level she hadn't let herself look at directly, since the word had come out of his mouth in the dark and her whole body had responded to it like something remembered.