“Look how wet you are for me, Alyssa,” I whispered. “You’re doing so well.”
“Oh, god. Jade…”
“You’re doing perfectly. Let me do what I want with you.”
“A-anything at all. Whatever you want.” She closed her eyes with a quivering noise in her throat, and I slipped my fingers up to her clit, making quick circles. It killed me having to be quick—I wanted to take hours making love to her, lavish adoration on every part of her, but that was a luxury I didn’t have from her right now.
“Oh, fuck, Jade,” she whispered, her voice beautiful and crackling and perfect—she never said that word, didn’t curse much, and something about the small, vulnerable way it slipped out from her lips, losing control and giving herself over to me, it was impossibly tender somehow. “Jade…”
“Do you like this?”
She nodded, her mouth open but no sound coming out as she moved her hips against my hand. I bit my lip.
“Good girl. You’re doing so well. I love getting to take you like this.”
“Oh, Jade.” She closed her eyes, rolling her head back against the wood again, and I knew I should have kept going like this—get her off and finish it as quickly as I could—but Icouldn’t help myself, and I slipped my fingers down and pushed inside her, reveling in the way she clenched tight around me. She gasped, gripping at me more tightly, nodding me on with small noises that were supposed to be words but didn’t quite make it, and her wetness coated my fingers, down over my hand, as I pushed deeper one knuckle at a time until she’d taken me deep inside her. Moved slowly inside her, and I angled my hand to move my thumb on her clit, and her breath hitched, whisperingplease, please yes, don’t stopin the most intoxicating rhythm, and I tried not to think about how much I adored every noise she made as I kept moving inside her and against her. We were just having sex. That was all it was.
I was going to miss her forever. Dammit.
I pushed a kiss up against her lips, and she moaned softly, kissing me shakily and messily as I kept touching her, pleasuring her, and it was all too soon that she broke off with a hazily urgent look in her eyes.
“Jade, I think I’m… you’re going to make me…”
“That’s perfect,” I whispered. “Good girl. I want you to come for me. Give me what I want, Alyssa.”
“Oh, god,” she moaned, and she broke—thrust her hips against me as she clenched tighter around me, sweat breaking on her brow, and she closed her eyes as she came undone. She tried to stay quiet, stifled moans slipping out of her lips as I kept moving, and I slowed down as she did, leaving her breathless and panting as I pulled out of her. She opened her eyes again, and her eyes met mine with a look that stopped me in my tracks, like I was the only person in the world.
I kissed her quickly, trying to push down the surge of feelings. “You did perfectly,” I breathed. “That was exactly what I wanted.”
“Jade…” She let out a small, breathless laugh. “You’re so good. Wow…”
“Do you need a second?” I whispered, and she laughed again, shaking her head.
“I need… you…” She tugged on my belt buckle, and something surged inside me. Not in a million years was I expecting her to try to reciprocate, and my body cried out in an instant, desperate for her, but I couldn’t—if I let her, I wouldn’t be able to hold myself together anymore. Would end up doing something stupid like groveling, begging her to be with me. I took her hand off my belt, kissing her.
“We do not have time for that,” I laughed. “They’re going to notice we’ve both left for too long together.”
Something flashed over her eyes, embarrassed. She’d forgotten they were there. I wasn’t sad I managed to fuck her hard enough she forgot where she was. “Oh… we can’t be quick enough?”
Christ, I probably would. She could probably get me off without even touching me. But we weren’t going down that road. “I think we’ve already taken too long,” I said. “Shouldn’t push our luck any further. I’ll go back first.”
“Oh…” She dropped her gaze. Sad and small. I wanted to wipe it away, immediately fix everything, do anything that would make her feel better. “Right. I guess we are at an event.”
“Best event I’ve ever gone to.” God, we shouldn’t have done this. How would we even talk about this? We wouldn’t, probably. Most of the time we were together now, it was with Daniela and Cat too, and we’d just… figure out… how to make it normal. Hell, I’d be leaving soon. Good note to leave it on.
She blushed hard, a little laugh bubbling up. “Um… same for me,” she mumbled. “Sorry we didn’t have time for…”
Just the knowledge that shewantedto was the hottest thing I’d experienced. I was going to have a very good time tonight by myself. Aside from the longing. “Promise I’m satisfied,” I said, and I kissed her again, quickly. Probably forthe last time. “Just… promise… you won’t go home with Abby tonight. Please.”
She bit her lip, laughing nervously. “I won’t. I promise.”
“I know I don’t own you and can’t control you, but…”
“You kind of could. That’s hot.” She paused. “That was an inside thought.”
Christ, she was good. I laughed. “I’ll pretend I didn’t hear it. But for the record, I definitely did.”
She blushed, looking away. “Well. Do… what you like… with that information.”
