“That’s all you gotta say to me?” She looked at me, but she seemed zoned out. That same blank look Brianna used to do in school. Shaking her from my mind, I focused back on Blaise.
“What you want me to say? I stand on everything I’ve ever said about you. What? You’re mad because I accused you of burning? I’m sure that dick done been burnt a time or two.” She tried to wave me off and walk around her desk, but I wasn’t having it today. Grabbing her arm, I snatched her ass back to me.
“You been dragging me since you sat your ass in front of a screen. You treat me like I’m beneath you and shit. What the fuck did I do to you, Blaise?”
“Just leave.”
“WHAT THE FUCK IS IT?”
“You didn’t come after me,” she said it in a whisper, but I heard her loud and clear. The only problem is, I had no idea what the fuck she was talking about.
14-BLAISE MONROE
I didn’t mean to let that slip out, but Devin wouldn’t stop pushing. I wanted him to own his fuck up on his own. Not giving some fake apology because he thought it’s what I wanted to hear. He was standing in front of me with his arms crossed demanding me to finish. Knowing he wouldn’t let it go, I told him the rest.
“The night before graduation. I gave you my virginity because I thought you was different. I got out the car and you let me. Even years later, when I saw you at the game, you looked at me like I was just some random ass hoe you fucked. Hey, I guess I was because you didn’t know shit about me, but I fucked you in your car.” I started fiddling my fingers and tried to look everywhere but at him.
He stayed so quiet; I couldn’t do shit but look up. He was standing there in disbelief, and it wasn’t until this moment that I realized it wasn’t that he looked at me as a random, he didn’t know it was me. It still didn’t change what happened that night though.
“Brianna?” I nodded fighting back my tears.
“Yeah.” Since the cat was out of the bag and I knew he wasn’t going to leave, I turned to walk out. I was not about to sit here and relive that shame.
“You always sat in the third row of class. Far enough from the teacher, but not the last row to look like one of the fuck offs. You wore the same Marshall hoodie and Crocs every day. I’ve never seen you talk to anyone or in class, but every paper you got back, was an A. I don’t think you ever came to the games, but you sat in the stands at every practice taking notes.” I stopped in my tracks because I had no idea he knew all that about me. Turning around, I looked at him and his face had softened.
“I’m shocked you knew I existed. Still don’t change what happened though.”
“I thought you was swerving a nigga, but I thought I would see you at graduation. I walked the entire field hoping to see you, but I didn’t. When they called your name, you didn’t walk the stage. I’ve looked for you ever since, but there isn’t a trail on you.” I raised my arms and gave a sly smirk.
“Because she doesn’t exist anymore. Only Blaise Monroe.” Devin reached out and grabbed my arm. Snatching my arm, he pulled me to him, and his mouth landed on mine. Our kiss was hot and passionate, and I could feel his dick hardening against me. “Devin.” I tried to pull back and stop him, but he wasn’t having it.
“I don’t give a fuck about your husband or your co-workers. I need to feel my pussy.”
“It’s not that. You got cleared, but my pussy still hot as fish grease.” We both fell out laughing but I didn’t know how to feel about that.
“As soon as you’re healed, let me take you on a date.”
“I can’t.” I could see the disappointed look in his face, but he misunderstood what I was saying. “I can meet you at your hotel though and we can have dinner in your room.” Smirking, he pulled me to him again and kissed me before releasing me.
“I’ll see you in about two weeks. I gotta give you time to clear up that leak. Oh, and if you fuck that nigga again, we gone have a problem.”
“Devin, that’s my husband.” This time his smirk looked menacing.
“For now. I’ll call you when I land. I gotta get back before they fine my ass for missing the bus. We got a game tomorrow. Oh, and Blaise, stop dogging me out on the air. How that shit gone look when they find out you my bitch?”
“Bye, Devin.” When I knew he was gone, I wiped the smile off my face and dialed Garrett’s extension. “Come to my office.” Was all I said before hanging up. My ass was pacing the floorready to knock his ass out. Ten minutes later, he walked in and he had the nerve to look pissed.
“I see your lil friend is getting real comfortable coming up here. Do I need to remind you of your contract?”
“I see you and your lil hoe getting real comfortable as well. Chlamydia. Really, Garrett?” He closed the door before walking over to me rubbing my arms.
“I’m sorry, but I got a doctor friend of mine to give me some meds.” I looked at him in disbelief.
“So, fuck me huh? You didn’t want to show your face in a doctor’s office but didn’t care that I had to.”
“I just didn’t want to upset you. I was hoping it didn’t pass to you, and when you didn’t say anything, I thought you was in the clear.” I was disgusted.
“Whoever this new lil bitch is… Eyyyuuckkkkk! You need to drop her. Hear me clearly, we will no longer be engaging in intercourse. My contract doesn’t state I have to fuck you. Now get your nasty, burning ass out of my office.”
