When he finally moved to join their bodies, the first slow press of him entering her felt like a homecoming. He moved with a deep, powerful rhythm that Sarah met with a desperate, aching need. They clung to each other in the firelight, their skin slick with sweat and heat, until the world narrowed down to the sound of their shared breath and the steady, unbreakable beat of their hearts.
Later, as the fire died down to glowing embers and the moon reflected off the still surface of the lake, Julian pulled the heavy quilt over them. He pulled her close, her back against his chest, his hand resting over the new ring on her finger.
"You okay?" he murmured, his voice thick with contentment.
"I'm home," Sarah whispered, closing her eyes and finally, truly, letting go.
Chapter Eleven
Emily
The rain lashed against the windows of the master suite, a rhythmic, punishing sound that matched the drumbeat of Emily’s heart.
She watched the screen of Ryan’s phone—left face-up on the vanity for a split second too long—fade to black. But the name Sloane was already burned into her retinas.
"I can't do this, Ryan," Emily sobbed, the sound raw and jagged. She grabbed a heavy silk decorative pillow from the bed and hurled it with every ounce of her frustration. It hit the floor with a soft, pathetic thud. "I’m not a fool. Everyone is whispering. I see the way you look at her. I see the way your hand lingers on her shoulder when you think I’m distracted. How am I supposed to walk down that aisle in front of three hundred people knowing I’m just a placeholder?"
Ryan didn't flinch. He didn't even raise his voice. He stood by the window, his silhouette sharp against the gray light, then turned and walked toward her with a terrifying, measured grace. He took her by the shoulders, his grip firm enough to make her stop shaking.
"Emily, look at me," he commanded. She tried to pull away, but he held her in place until she met his eyes. They were dark, unreadable, and dangerously sincere. "Stop this. Thehysterics don't suit you. You’re acting like a child when you should be preparing to lead this house."
"Lead this house?" Emily laughed, a sharp, bitter sound. "You promised me a life, Ryan. You promised me respect. I burned my bridges for you!"
"And you are mine," he murmured, his voice softening as he pulled her a fraction closer. "Is she the reason you’re so upset? A junior associate? Emily, you are the mother of my son. You are the woman who will carry the Sinclair name into every room we enter. Do you think I’d risk the future of our family, for a distraction?"
"It doesn't feel like a distraction when I see her name on your phone at midnight," she whispered, her forehead dropping against his chest.
"It’s just noise," Ryan said, his hand sliding up to cup the back of her neck, his thumb tracing her jawline. "A man in my position... there is a certain level of stress that requires an outlet. But it means nothing. She is a tool, Emily. You are my life. I promise to always respect you in the ways that matter. Our family is my priority. Always. Now, dry your eyes. We have a wedding to finish planning."
Emily wanted to scream that respect wasn't a consolation prize for infidelity. She needed him to be the man he promised, because the alternative—returning to the life she’d escaped—was too terrifying to face.
***
The bistro was quiet, tucked away in a corner of the city where Ryan’s usual associates didn't linger. Emily sat at a small, iron-wrought table, her spine straight, watching Sloane walk toward her. The girl looked younger in the daylight—sharp, polished in her blazer, but with a lingering vulnerability that she tried to hide behind a designer bag.
She sat down, her hands trembling as she reached for her coffee. Emily didn't give her the chance to speak first.
"I could have you fired with a single phone call to Ryan’s partners," Emily said, her voice low and lethal. "I could make sure your name is mud in every architectural firm from here to the coast."
Sloane’s face went white. She looked down at her cup, her eyes suddenly filling with tears that looked far too genuine for Emily's liking.
"I know," Sloane whispered, her voice cracking. "I know it’s wrong. I’ve tried to stop, Emily, I swear. I love him... but he’s stronger than me. When he looks at me that way, when he tells me I’m the only one who truly understands the pressure he’s under... I don't know how to say no. I’m lost in it."
Emily felt a sickening jolt of recognition. Sloane was using the same excuses Emily once used to justify her own betrayals.
"He tells everyone that," Emily snapped, leaning across the table. "But here is the reality: I am the mother of his heir. I am the woman whose name is on the invitations sitting in the mailboxes of the city’s elite. You are a dirty secret, and a temporary one at that. If you want to keep your career, you will step away from his bed. Now."
"I don't want to lose him," Sloane sobbed softly.
"You never had him," Emily countered. "But I’m willing to be generous. I need someone who actually knows Ryan to help me navigate this wedding. Someone efficient who understands exactly what is at stake."
Emily watched her, a new, desperate idea forming. If she kept her close, she could watch her. She could control the narrative. "One of my bridesmaids just dropped out. I want you to take her place. You’ll be by my side, in my sight, every step ofthe way until I say 'I do.' It’s the only way I’ll believe this is over. Do we have an agreement?"
Sloane looked up, her eyes wide with shock and a strange, pathetic gratitude. "You... you want me in the wedding?"
"I want you where I can see you," Emily said, standing up and leaving the bistro without looking back.
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