Page 10 of Beautiful Ruins


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Julian looked at Sarah. She was staring out the window, the smile fading into a quiet, vulnerable contemplation.

He reached forward and pressed a button on the center console. The thick, soundproof privacy partition glided up smoothly, sealing the two of them entirely in their own world.

"Julian?" she asked, turning to look at him as the barrier clicked into place.

"You were so quiet last night, Sarah. And I understand why," Julian said, his voice a low, steady rumble in the enclosed space. He shifted across the leather seat, closing the distance between them and taking her cool hand in his. "But I needed to get you alone today to tell you something, and I need you to actually hear me."

Sarah looked up at him, her eyes wide.

"They didn't win," Julian said fiercely, his thumb tracing the back of her hand. "Ryan is a coward who preys on his employees, and Harrison was a fool who traded gold for dirt. You are the prize, Sarah. You are brilliant, and kind, and fiercely resilient. I see you, and I am in awe of you."

A single tear slipped down Sarah’s cheek. "I feel so stupid, Julian. I was married to Harrison for years and never even suspected when he started cheating. I worked for Ryan and actually thought he was a good man. How did I not see who they were?"

"Because you look for the good in people," Julian said softly. He reached out, wiping the tear away with his thumb. "You are not stupid. You are perfect."

He didn't give her a chance to argue. He pulled her gently by the waist, guiding her across the plush leather until she was straddling his lap, her knees resting on either side of his hips.

Sarah gasped softly at the sudden, overwhelming proximity, her hands coming up to grip his broad shoulders.

Julian pulled her down and kissed her.

It wasn't like the gentle, reassuring kisses from the night before. This was a kiss born of protective fury and overwhelming desire. It was hungry and desperate. Sarah let out a soft, shattered sound against his mouth, her fingers tangling tightlyin the dark hair at the nape of his neck. She kissed him back with a fierce, aching need, pouring all of her grief, her anger, and her desperate relief into the physical connection.

Julian groaned, his hands sliding down her back to grip her waist, pulling her flush against his chest. The heat inside the car spiked instantly.

"Julian," she breathed against his lips, her voice ragged and entirely unspooled.

"I've got you," he murmured against the skin of her jaw. "Let go, Sarah. Just let me take care of you."

He pushed the heavy cardigan off her shoulders, his mouth moving lower, pressing hot, demanding kisses against the curve of her neck.

He shifted his weight, his hands sliding down the curve of her hips, gripping the heavy denim of her jeans. Sarah let out a soft, shuddering breath and leaned into him, instinctively rolling her hips forward. Julian groaned against her neck, his fingers digging into her waist as he guided her rhythm. He held her firmly against him, establishing a slow friction.

She ground down against him, her breath hitching wildly as the heavy denim created a desperate, building heat between them. He kissed her again, swallowing her soft moans, his hands keeping her hips locked in that steady, demanding pace. He pushed every terrible thought out of her mind, replacing the betrayal and the ruins with the sheer, blinding intensity of his touch, until all she could feel, all she could focus on, was him.

And as the rain hammered against the tinted windows of the car, entirely hidden from the city outside, Julian held her tight, letting her completely unravel in his arms until she was shaking with the overwhelming, consuming release of it all.

Chapter Six

Sarah

The elevator doors slid open with a soft ping on the forty-second floor, revealing the sprawling, glass-walled offices.

Usually, stepping off this elevator sent a spike through Sarah’s veins. For three years, she had walked these halls with a constant, low-level hum of anxiety, trying to prove she belonged, trying to keep her head down, trying to build her career while her personal life slowly fractured.

Today, she felt nothing but a cool, absolute clarity.

She walked past the receptionist with a polite smile, her heels clicking a steady, unhurried rhythm against the polished concrete floors. She didn't detour to the breakroom for coffee. She walked straight to her drafting desk in the senior associates' bullpen.

She opened her leather tote bag and began to pack. She didn't take much. She bypassed the corporate-branded notebooks. She took only what was fundamentally hers: her personalized aluminum scale ruler, her favorite set of drafting pens, and the small, framed sketch of her childhood home—the house she had reclaimed.

"Sarah? What are you doing?"

She looked up. James, a fellow architect she had collaborated with for two years, was leaning over the partition, his brow furrowed in confusion.

"I'm clearing my desk, James," Sarah said, her voice even and light. "I'm resigning today."

James’s eyes widened. "What? Today? Without another offer lined up? Sarah, you’re the lead on the midtown project. Ryan is going to lose his mind."