“Gentlemen don’t tell,” he teased.He forced a smirk, but his heart hammered.The truth was far messier than a joke could cover.
To his surprise, Nick grinned, accepting that as an answer.
He was already working at Axel’s zipper, his fingers fumbling to pull it down.But the angle was too awkward, so Axel moved off Nick and began to undress.Every layer he shed felt like he was peeling back another piece of the armor he’d built in prison, leaving himself exposed in a way that had nothing to do with nudity and everything to do with this new life.
As he pulled down his underwear, his engorged cock sprang free.It was thick and flushed, the tip already weeping.
“Wow,” came Nick’s reply as he stared at Axel’s shaft.The awe in Nick’s eyes hit Axel harder than any touch.It was a wordless reminder of how deeply they knew each other’s bodies, and how little they’d ever said about what that meant.
Both of them were now both naked and the air between them was thick with the scent of sex.
“You’re not doing too badly yourself,” Axel complimented as his hand wrapped around Nick’s cock, stroking him slow, his thumb swiping over the slit, gathering the pre-cum before bringing it to his lips, his tongue flicking out to taste him.Nick’s breath hitched, his hips jerking up into Axel’s grip.
“Oh!Man!”Nick cried out.
Axel chuckled darkly at the sensual tone, his hand still moving, his grip tight and sure.He leaned down, his lips brushing against Nick’s ear.
“This is our first night of freedom.Together.So, don’t be afraid to be a bit louder, just make sure it’s not too loud to attract Jenna,” Axel said.
The words tasted strange on his tongue.This freedom still felt too new, too fragile, like a dream he might wake from.
Nick’s answer came as a broken moan.The sound went straight through Axel, stirring something deep and protective inside of him.
His friend’s eyes were closed tightly, his body arching with Axel’s intimate touches.His free hand skimmed along Nick’s chest until he found a nipple.He tweaked it, rolling it between his thumb and forefinger until Nick was gasping.Until he felt Nick’s cock throb in his grip.
He dipped his head close to Nick’s face.
“How about I fuck you so hard that you’ll have trouble walking tomorrow,” Axel muttered against his left ear.Even as he spoke, a flicker of guilt twisted in his chest.Jenna’s kiss still burned on his lips, and the contradiction of him wanting them both made his pulse stumble.
He sucked Nick’s earlobe into his mouth, nibbling gently.
Nick’s breath sputtered.His body tensed against Axel.
“Back in a sec,” Axel said as he scrambled for the condoms and the plastic sandwich bag with butter.He tore the condom package open with his teeth before rolling it onto his cock.It was an ultra-tight fit which told him Jenna had a husband with a smaller penis than his, which would account for the smaller gloves and boots.
He smiled inwardly, wondering for a split second how Tim had been in the bed department with Jenna, but he pushed those curious thoughts aside.It was time for his own pleasure and for Nick’s pleasure as well.
His fingers dipped into the sandwich bag.His hands shook slightly.Not from hesitation, but from the weight of what this night meant.Their first night without walls.Their first night without fear.He dug out some of the warm, soft buttery lube and slapped it on his condom-covered cock, slurping it up and down, the sound echoing loudly in the quiet of the loft.
Nick watched him, his eyelids heavy with arousal and when Axel turned back to Nick, his legs fell open to him, his knees bending.The trust in Nick’s eyes nearly undid him.This wasn’t just desire.It was years of shared survival, carved into muscle and memory.
Axel knew Nick was offering himself to him.It was such a vulnerable position and Axel felt proud that Nick trusted him in this way.Nick’s cock was upturned against his stomach, large and swollen, and his breaths were coming in sharp, uneven gasps.
Axel moved back onto the bed and slid his hands onto Nick’s powerful thighs and dug his fingers into muscle as he lined himself up.Then he pressed the head of his cock against Nick’s hole.
He felt as if he would explode if he didn’t take Nick now.His shaft was rock-hard, throbbing like a thick rod of steel and yet he knew he needed to go slow.Slow and careful, until Nick was properly lubed.
Nick’s blue eyes locked on Axel’s face.His lips parted, his breaths coming hard and fast, matching Axel’s breaths.
“You ready?”Axel growled, feeling the need pulsing up along his cock and deep into his belly.
Nick nodded.
His hands fisted in the blankets beneath him.
Axel didn’t hesitate a moment longer.
He pushed into Nick.He went in slow and steady, his cockhead pushing past the tight ring of muscle, the burn of Axel’s enter had Nick gasping.
