She didn’t give him permission; she just felt the magic their bodies created inside her.And it felt so good to be enjoying again.
To be enjoying sex again.
Their slow, deep thrusts were moving her steadily toward a mountain of pleasure.She could feel it building.Could feel it winding through her body.The rising pleasure tangled with something deeper.Her grief was loosening its grip; her fear was dissolving.She had a sense of being held and wanted in a way she hadn’t felt in years.
And then her orgasm came out of nowhere, blasting into her like a freight train.The climax wasn’t just physical.It shattered something inside her, releasing years of pain, guilt, and loneliness in a single, overwhelming rush.Everything inside of her shattered.Her grief, her fear about Axel leaving again, and her own judgement about this situation with the three of them.
It all vanished and she was free to soar as the pleasure zinged out of nowhere.She held tight to Nick’s waist as she bucked against the spasms that tore into her, tore her apart, drove her mad in a most satisfying way.
Nick’s hot mouth released their kiss, and she could hear him panting against her ear.Could feel his hot breath against her face.
She allowed herself to be swallowed into the pleasure vortex and from somewhere far off she heard Axel’s guttural roar as he buried himself deep and came inside of her, his cock pulsing as he filled her.
Nick quickly followed.
She writhed as her muscles locked onto both of them, hugging their pulsing cocks inside of her.
Oh yes, this was so perfect.This was exactly what she needed.
For a long moment, the only sounds in the shower were their moans, her whimpers, the slapping of flesh against flesh and the steady pound of the water.The quiet that followed felt almost sacred.It was a soft, breathless stillness that wrapped around the three of them like a warm blanket.
Axel couldn’t believe what a fantastic orgasm he’d just had.Couldn’t believe how wild Jenna had gotten between the two of them.He’d never seen her like that.Unguarded, wild, radiant.And the sight of her letting go so completely made something deep in his chest loosen.He hadn’t realized how tightly he’d been holding his breath until now.He’d been terrified she might regret it, terrified he’d pushed too far.
Clearly this was something she wanted and that brought him immense relief that she had enjoyed herself.
He let out a quick breath, gently pulled his shaft out of her, and looked down at his cock glistening with their combined release.He pressed a kiss to the back of Jenna’s warm neck, his hands sliding over her quivering hips, holding her solid.The simple touch grounded him.
It was a reminder that beneath all the heat and hunger, there was love, history, and something fragile he didn’t want to break.
“You’reincredible.I love you,” he whispered against her ear.
Nick stepped back and away from Jenna and Axel noted his cock still twitching.He caught the flicker in Nick’s eyes.Satisfaction, longing, and a quiet respect and it struck him how much trust had been exchanged in this small space.
He gave Axel a small half smile and nodded to the shower doorway insinuating he was going to leave the two of them alone.
Axel nodded his acknowledgement.
Chapter Twenty-Five
As Nick stepped out of the shower, Jenna turned her head and met Axel’s gaze.There was worry there in her big, beautiful eyes.
The moment he saw the uncertainty in her eyes, every instinct in him sharpened.He’d do anything to take that fear away.
“Are we good?”she asked him as she turned around to face him.The question hit him harder than he expected.Not because he doubted them, but because she did, even for a second.
“Is that what’s bothering you?Baby we are always going to be good.Look at how far we’ve come even after being separated for years.”
She nodded and bright tears appeared in her eyes.
“Oh man, what’s wrong?”he asked as he cradled her against him, pulling her away from the shower spray and into his arms.
“I still feel guilty.Have felt guilty for not protecting you and telling you to go to the police and turn yourself in.I told you that you’d probably get involuntary manslaughter and I was wrong.So wrong.My mistake cost us years apart.I’m sorry I’m bringing this up again.It’s unresolved feelings, I’m sure.It will take time.”
Hearing her continue to blame herself twisted something inside him.She’d carried that weight alone for years, and he hated that she’d ever thought she was responsible.
“Your mistake?What the hell?No, babydoll.I told you in the loft.I am the one who made the mistake of going after those guys in the first place.I made the mistake and I paid the price.”
She shook her head.
