“I’ve been in love with them for years.”
“So why are you in my dorm room?” Sherry motions around us.
“I guess I need someone to tell me I’m not completely crazy.”
She takes my hand, guides me to standing, then pushes me toward the door. “Please go do this with all three of them. I expect a full report.”
Chapter 4
Lillian
I pull Sherry’s door open and am staggered by my three guardians standing in the hall.
“Are you okay?” Thomas asks.
“Yeah, I just needed a second.”
Sherry gives an extra nudge and I stumble forward. Robert reaches out first, catching me. Instead of pulling away, I step closer.
Thomas puts a hand on my upper arm. “We’re here for you no matter what.”
A sound at the end of the hallway catches my attention. It’s nothing but alerts me to where we are. “We better go back into my room.”
They usher me into my room and give me space once we’re inside. Charles says, “I’m sorry, I’m an ass for blurting it out. Let’s start with this… How do you feel about what we said?”
They’ve never looked so ominous or worried, or…eager to be set free, like caged animals.
Memories flip through my mind. I’ve seen this look before but hadn’t understood. I do now. They’ve wanted me as much as I’ve wanted them.
My sex aches, but for the first time, I won’t have to please myself. That makes it knot even tighter. “I want to try it.”
All three of them step forward, but Thomas throws his hands out, stopping everyone as he brings himself to a halt. “Try it as in, you’re willing to give a relationship with the three of us a chance?”
I sit on my desk and gnaw at my fingernail. “Yes. I thought it was wrong—”
Charles rushes forward, grabbing my hand. “We were confused too. But now, we just have one thing to clear up. That boy in the hallway, who is he?”
“Karl wants me to be his girlfriend, but I haven’t said yes.”
“So, you don’t have a boyfriend?”
“No, and I should probably tell you… I’ve never been with a guy.”
“Fuck,” Charles mumbles. Actually they all make some similar comment, but he’s the loudest. Were they hoping I had experience?
Robert says, “We didn’t know for sure, and it grated on us when you left for university that we had even less certainty.”
I think I read their reactions wrong. “You’re glad that I’m a virgin?”
A bunch of mumbles are followed by Charles clarifying, “We didn’t think someone your age would know enough to treat you right.”
A laugh bubbles through me. Stories from my friends would back that up, but everybody has to learn somewhere. “So, how does this work?”
Charles lowers his hands to my knees and spreads them. My skirt falls into place so I’m not exposed. He presses a thigh between my legs, pinning me onto the desk. He cups both sides of my jaw and tilts my face up.
“I’m going to make love to you.”
“Right now?” Wet heat increases with the pressure of his thigh. My only concern is that my drenched sex will soak his pants. I’m sure I already got my desk wet.
