Page 39 of Wrath


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The Lord of the Scourge. The Burning Prince. The most feared of seven brothers, the creature who made hellion commanders flinch and turned the sky itself to his mood—on his knees on the stone floor of his own chambers, between my legs, his massive hands resting on the tops of my thighs with a gentleness that made every gentle thing I'd ever known feel like a rough draft.

His face was level with my belly. He looked up at me. The gold eyes. The scarred horns. The hard mouth that had kissed me on the training yard and was now inches from the place where my body was begging in a language older than words.

"This is not discipline." His voice was low, rough, a sound I felt in the bones of my pelvis. "This is for you. Only for you. May I?"

"Yes." The word barely existed. A breath with consonants. "Please."

His hands moved down my thighs. Hooked the waistband of the leggings and the soaked undergarments beneath. Drew them down over my hips, my thighs, my calves, with a deliberateness that made the undressing an event—each inch of revealed skinmet by the warm air of the hearth-heated room and then by his gaze, which tracked the exposure with that total, devastating attention. The fabric passed over the tender skin where he'd struck and I hissed and he paused, thumb stroking once across the reddened curve—a small, proprietary acknowledgment of his own work—before continuing.

Then I was bare from the waist down and his breath was on me.

Hot. Hotter than the room, hotter than the furs, hotter than anything except the ember-veins pulsing beneath his skin. His breath moved across the slick, swollen flesh between my thighs and my hips bucked—involuntary, animal, the body responding to proximity with a desperation that my mind couldn't moderate because my mind had left the building approximately three minutes ago.

His mouth found me.

I'd been touched before. Badly, briefly, by boys who treated oral sex like a chore to be completed before the main event, boys whose tongues moved with the perfunctory efficiency of someone checking a box. This was not that. This was not in the same universe as that. His mouth was huge and hot and devastatingly precise, his tongue tracing the full length of me in a single slow stroke that I felt in the roots of my hair. He tasted me the way he'd touched the ash-flowers on the ridge—with the focused reverence of someone encountering something they intended to memorize. Slow. Thorough. The flat of his tongue pressing against my clit with a pressure that made my vision white out at the edges, then retreating, then returning with a different angle, a different rhythm, reading my responses through the bond with that predatory attentiveness and adjusting in real time.

He knew what I wanted before I knew I wanted it. Each shift of my hips, each hitch of my breath, each involuntary clench ofmy thighs around his head transmitted through the shared nerve and came back as a precise, targeted response—there, that, more of that, exactly that—and the feedback loop between the bond and his mouth built a pleasure so specific, so personally engineered, that it felt like being known in the most literal, physical, inescapable sense of the word.

My hands found his horns. I gripped them—the scarred, battle-worn curve of them, one smooth and one chipped—and held on because the bed wasn't enough, the furs weren't enough, I needed something solid and real andhisbeneath my hands while his tongue destroyed me.

I looked down.

His head between my thighs. The broad dark expanse of his back, the muscles shifting beneath the skin as he moved, the sigils on his shoulder blades pulsing gold with each stroke. And beyond his back, lower—the hard, thick line of him straining against his pants. I could see the shape of it through the dark fabric, the sheer impossiblescaleof it, and a bolt of fear shot through me so fast it tangled with the pleasure and became something else entirely. Want. Pure, irrational, body-deep want, the kind that didn't care about logistics or physics or the terrifying mathematics of his size relative to mine. The kind that saidyesandpleaseandI don't care if it breaks me.

He felt it. Through the bond. His hands tightened on my thighs—a brief, involuntary compression, the restraint costing him something visible in the tension of his shoulders—and his mouth pressed harder, his tongue moving faster, and I was at the edge.

He held me there.

Right at the edge. The crest of the wave visible but not breaking, the pleasure building to a pitch that was almost pain, almost unbearable, every muscle in my body locked and trembling and reaching for the release he was deliberately, precisely, devastatingly withholding.

"Please—" The word tore out of me. "Please,Daddy, please, I can't—I need—"

Words I didn't know I had. Words that came from the place behind the bricks, from the girl who had never asked for anything, who had never demanded, who had saidwhatever works for youandI'm easyandI don't mindher entire life. That girl was gone. In her place was a woman on the edge of annihilation, gripping a demon's horns, begging with her whole body for the thing she'd never once allowed herself to need.

"I want this. Exactly this."

He gave it to me.

His mouth sealed over my clit and his tongue pressed and the wave broke and I screamed.

Not a gasp. Not a moan. Not the controlled, moderate sounds I'd learned were acceptable, the polite noises that said yesthis is pleasantwithout disturbing anyone or taking up too much space. A scream. Full-throated, wrenching, torn from the bottom of my lungs with a force that came from deeper than sex—from the coal seam, from the compressed fury, from the locked throat of a girl in a brown-carpet house who learned at eight years old that loud meant dangerous and quiet meant safe. Twenty-two years of swallowed sound came out of me in a single, devastating note that rang off the obsidian walls and came back changed, and the orgasm was not a peak but a rupture, a breaking-open, my spine arching off the bed and my thighs clamping around his head and my body convulsing in waves that I couldn't count and couldn't control and didn't try to.

He stayed.

Through all of it. His hands on my thighs, steady and warm, his mouth gentling but not leaving, his presence a fixed point while the earthquake ran its course. Each aftershock met with the same patience—a slow stroke, a press of lips, a breath against oversensitive flesh that made me twitch and gasp and twitchagain. He stayed until the trembling subsided to a hum. Until my hands loosened on his horns. Until my breathing slowed from ragged to deep to something that almost resembled calm.

Then he lifted his head.

His mouth was wet. His eyes burned gold. The ember-veins along his arms and chest blazed with a light that pulsed in time with both our heartbeats—the shared rhythm, faster now, coming down together.

"I wish I could make love to you." His voice was a growl. Low, rough, the words dragged through gravel and want and a restraint that was visibly, physically costing him everything he had. His eyes dropped to the space between my thighs, then back to my face, and the hunger in them was so vast it had its own gravity. "But I have to wait. For the bonding."

The bonding. Whatever that was. Whatever ritual or magic or infernal ceremony stood between this moment and the moment he could—

It couldn't come soon enough.

Ididn'trememberhimliftingme. One moment I was on the furs with the aftershocks still flickering through my body like heat lightning after a storm, and the next I was against his chest—gathered, cradled, my face pressed into the hollow of his throat where the ember-veins pulsed warm against my cheek. My arms hung loose. My legs didn't work.