The young one didn't listen.
He moved in close. Too close. Close enough that I could see the texture of his grey skin—rough, almost scaled around the jaw—and the way his nostrils flared as he inhaled. He was smelling me. His head tilted, almost canine, and he leaned in toward my throat and drew a long, slow breath through his nose, and the sound he made on the exhale was not a sound I had any framework for. Low, vibrating, a resonance I felt in my teeth.
I looked into his eyes.
And I saw it.
Not anger. I knew anger. Anger had a shape I'd mapped by the time I was nine—the tightening jaw, the narrowed eyes, the flush of blood to the surface. Not cruelty. Cruelty was calculated; cruelty had intent and direction and could be redirected if you were skilled enough, patient enough, willing enough to absorb the first blow to prevent the second.
Hunger.
Simple, enormous, unmediated hunger. The look of a thing that wanted to consume. Not control, not dominate, not punish—consume. Take in. Devour. His eyes held no recognition of me as a person with a name and a job and a mother who texted heart emojis. I was not a being to negotiate with. I was a thing that smelled interesting, and the only question his body was processing was whether he could have me.
My fawn response hit a wall.
I felt it happen—the machinery grinding, the gears catching on something they'd never encountered. I could not de-escalate appetite. I could not soften my way out of a hunger that didn't see my softness as safety but as tenderness. As meat. My lifelong toolkit—the smiles, the gentle voice, the yielding posture, the entire architecture of compliance I'd built brick by brick since childhood—was useless here. Worse than useless. It was making me look like prey.
The realization hit harder than the rock had.
I was in a place that didn't follow the rules I'd survived by, and the only skill I had was following those rules, and if they didn't work here then I had nothing. No backup. No second strategy. No framework for what came after compliance failed, because compliance had never failed me before—it had cost me everything I was, but it had never failed to keep me alive.
Until now.
The larger one growled and grabbed me, and we moved.
They marched me across the volcanic plain, with the leader's long stride setting a pace that my bare human legs had to half-jog to keep.
The young one had been yanked back into formation, at the back of us. The other flanked my right side, close but not touching. My arms ached where they'd gripped me. The bruises were already forming—I could feel them blooming in the muscle, the deep tissue soreness that said capillaries had broken, blood was pooling, damage was real and measurable and mine.
The landscape unrolled beneath my feet like nothing I'd ever walked across or imagined walking across. Black basalt, smooth in stretches and jagged in others, with cracks running through it that glowed faintly orange, as though something molten still lived beneath the surface. To my left, a river—if you could call it a river—of liquid silver cut a winding path through the rock,casting a cold mercury light that made the shadows jump and shift. It moved slowly, thick as syrup, and the light it threw was nothing like water-light. It was metallic. Clinical. The kind of illumination that showed you exactly what you were looking at and offered no comfort about it.
The peaks in the distance formed a jagged ring against the bruised sky—black teeth biting into the red, so sharp and uniform they looked deliberate, like a wall designed by something that understood the psychology of intimidation. Between those peaks and where I walked, the plain stretched empty and immense, broken only by formations of volcanic rock that rose from the ground like clenched fists and the occasional vent that exhaled plumes of sulfurous steam into the heavy air.
I cataloged all of it. Shape, distance, color, temperature. The nurse in me, the student who'd made it through three semesters before the money ran out, the woman who'd survived twenty-two years by observing and adapting and filing information where it could be useful later—she was working overtime, taking notes, building a mental map of a place that shouldn't exist. Control through observation. If I could name the things I was seeing, they became data. Data could be managed. Data didn't swallow you whole.
Gas leak.
The thought resurfaced with almost pathetic hope. My apartment was above a hardware store. The building was old—sixty, seventy years, built when Evarts still had money and maintained by a landlord who responded to maintenance requests the way mountains responded to weather: slowly, if at all. The pipes could have corroded. Carbon monoxide was colourless, odourless—you didn't know it was killing you until you were confused, disoriented, hallucinating. I ran the symptoms. Headache: yes. Confusion: debatable. Nausea: no. Hallucinations: the sky was red and I was being escorted acrossa volcanic plain by horned creatures, so yes, you could say I was hallucinating. More like full-blown psychosis.
I pinched the inside of my wrist. Hard. Dug my thumbnail into the thin skin over the tendons and pressed until tears pricked my eyes and a crescent-shaped mark bloomed white, then red, against my pulse point.
Nothing changed. The sky stayed red. The ground stayed warm. The creatures kept walking, and my bare feet kept following, because what else were they going to do.
Ahead of me, through the haze of sulphurous air, a dark structure on the horizon was growing. Angular. Massive. Rising from the volcanic rock like something that had been forced up from beneath rather than built from above—towers of black stone, brutal and sharp-edged, stabbing into the bruised sky. Not a building. A fortress. The kind of architecture designed to communicate a single message to anyone approaching: you are seen, and you are small.
The creatures adjusted their pace. Heading toward it. Heading home.
I walked.
The young one lunged.
There was no warning. No build in his footfalls, no hiss of aggression, nothing but the blunt instrument of velocity as the young one’s entire body accelerated in three strides. The leader turned, sensing the shift in the air, but even then he wasn't fast enough. The young one's hands—claws, not hands, not anything that should have been allowed to grow on a living thing—fanned wide and struck the leader's neck with an underhand hook. The sound was wet, a sound I had heard once in an anatomy lab when a dissection knife caught the carotid, multiplied by ten and played through a subwoofer. The motion snapped the leader’s head sideways. Then the young one was on him, not just attacking but taking apart, grabbing for the horn and yanking,all the controlled military discipline replaced by a kind of feral, gleeful violence.
The leader staggered, one leg buckling, but even then he didn't go down—he swung a massive arm into the young one's ribcage with enough force that the impact made my own ribs ache, and for a heartbeat I thought this was it, this was the moment the hierarchy reasserted itself and everything snapped back into order. But the young one just laughed. Laughed, and bit. He bit through the leader's shoulder—through, not into, not onto, but through, as if the matter of it was less than paper.
The leader stopped moving, fell to the ground like a sack of stones.
The young one howled with triumph, and then he began to twitch.
