Nolen’s body was beautiful. He was so big and strong, his chest covered in brown hair. He was manly. I felt myself growing hard just thinking about his strong protective arms around me. I had slept on his bare chest, so I knew how perfect I fit there, but the rest of him was a delicious surprise.
Thick thighs, strong, hairy legs. I had never looked at a leg for that long before, not even my own. But Nolen’s legs were sexy. And then, there was his cock. I already knew I wasn’t getting that big thing inside of my body today, no way. I would be the one taking him. My dick wasn’t small, it was the perfect size for my body, but it was smaller than his, so I hoped he wouldn’t mind letting me inside him.
Then he stepped into the shower, removing the perfect view and I sulked, crossing my arms as I waited to get his body back into view. It must have been the longest shower in history, or maybe I was just that impatient to get a good look at him again. He stepped out, not bothered at all with how hard his cock had become while washing himself. I stood, offering him a towel, watching how tiny drops of water cascaded down his stomach before disappearing into the towel.
“Still want to do it outside?” he asked, a smug smile on his lips.
“Yes,” I breathed, taking a step closer to touch one drop that rested on his peck. Like it had set up camp there and wouldn’t leave anytime soon. I was jealous. I wanted to rest there. The drop of water finally let go as Iforced it to move with my finger, watching as it descended down, down, down.
Nolen’s arm came around my waist and I was tugged into his chest, my breathing stuttered as I felt his hardness against my lower belly. I hadn’t even realized how hardIwas until now.
“Ready?” he asked, his voice all husky. I nodded, meeting his heated gaze. Then I was picked up into his arms and carried inside the bedroom. He gently placed me on the mattress, and I was about to remind him that this wasn’t our destination, when I saw he was just grabbing the lube. He handed it to me and I took it before he picked me up again. I liked being carried. But only byhim.
The garden was silent, and I hoped no one would overhear us, even if I knew this had to be where we mated, I still wouldn’t like other people being a part of it.
I was laid down carefully under the tree, then he removed his towel from his waist and placed it on the ground, letting us have some softness while still touching the earth.
“Please, can I take you?” I quickly asked before he got me naked.
Nolen just blinked at me. “Sure.” He didn’t seem to mind, but I felt like I needed to know he didn’t just say it to be kind to me.
“You don’t mind?”
“No. I just want you.”
My heart. How had I been gifted such an amazing man? If fate was real, like they all believed here, then I owed them all my gratitude.
“You have me,” I reminded him, knowing my voice was affected by how perfect he was.
He smiled, it was a mix of hunger and proudness and I knew we needed to get down to business before we both lost it. I had borrowed one of Nolen’s hoodies and had my grey jogging pants on, but I hadn’t remembered underwear, which proved to be perfect for this. While I struggled to remove the hoodie, he attacked my pants, pulling them clean off my bare feet and discarding them somewhere behind us.
“I used my magic to hide us from view and hearing,” he whispered, peppering my bare chest with his kisses.
“Is that allowed?” I panted, letting him do whatever he wanted with me.
“Only on our own properties. Not outside of them,” he explained hurriedly before continuing to explore my body.
“Nolen?” I needed to kiss him, for real this time. Not the tiny tease I’d gotten yesterday. His head lifted from my chest and I pulled his neck closer until my lips met his. He groaned low in his throat and I whimpered. His big body was crowding mine on top of the towel. My hips started moving, seeking out his hardness with my own. A slide of hot skin was enough to leave me tingling in pleasure.
Still glued together in the hottest kiss ever, I fumbled with my left hand for the lube, with my other I let go of his neck and opened the located bottle, then coated my fingers and found his hole with inexperienced fingers. I had seen a lot of porn; curiosity had me invested; and to becompletely honest with myself, I’d wanted towantsex. I had felt like I was missing out on something, maybe because I didn’t know what I was missing, so I’d watched porn. Many different kinds, too, all to test if I liked something. I only learned that I liked watching it because the people in the videos seemed to enjoy themselves. I wasn’t attracted to any of them, but somehow still enjoyed watching it, feeling like I was a part of it, even if I never would be, nor would I ever want to.
My curiosity was what helped me know enough to get by, even if I knew porn was a bad way of learning about sex. One thing was certain, though. We didn’t need protection. I had a strong suspicion that wasn’t really a thing here. Even with the lack of babies being born, I could only imagine mated pairs could use other means to avoid unwanted pregnancies if they wanted to.
Nolen moaned into my mouth as I circled his hole, getting it nice and wet before adding my fingers. His tongue met mine and I momentarily forgot about fingering him, that was until he pushed back against my lax hand, silently begging me to get back to business. Who was I to deny him?
I pushed one finger inside, feeling how hot he was around me. He groaned loudly, momentarily pausing our kiss to catch his breath. I used the distraction to watch how his expression turned to pure bliss. His eyes were closed as I continued to work my finger in and out of him, the only sounds were his moans of pleasure. Pleasure I was giving him. I added another finger, still enraptured by his beauty. He welcomed my fingers, andafter a few more strokes, I added a third. His hips started moving, alerting me he would be ready for me soon.
“How do you—” I never got more out, I was flipped around, him now on the ground and me on top of him. I blinked in surprise from my new position, but he’d sort of answered my question silently. He wanted us like this. I could work with that. My legs touched the earth on either side of him. Since he was so much bigger than me, I had to get his legs up against his sides, so I gently pushed them back. He grabbed both and angled his hips up, giving me the perfect view of his glistening hole. All ready for me. I swallowed, then added lube to my right hand.
“Let me know if I need to stop,” I said, slicking myself up.
“Of course, darling,” he rasped, looking at me with so much love I almost faltered. His gaze travelled to my dick, which I slowly aimed at his hole, pushing in slowly.
“Holy,” I began, cursing at how utterly amazing he felt around my dick, so warm, wet, and thetightness. He gazed at me with hooded eyes that gleamed with so many emotions. I could try to see if I could feel what he was feeling, but his eyes said everything. He’d waited his whole life for this, forme. And I’d always wanted just one single thing, and that was to be loved. Looking into Nolen’s eyes, I knew we’d both found what we were searching for.
His breathing was labored as I began to move slowly. His hand came up and caressed my cheek, so tenderly I almost cried. “So beautiful,” he whispered, and I noticed he was crying too. Maybe this wasn’t just abouthealing me. Maybe my strong mate needed some healing as well. I didn’t want us to only focus on my needs; his were just as important. I would do anything to make Nolen happy, and right now, he was blooming underneath me.
I laughed, it sounded sort of broken, but I didn’t care. He smiled at me, feeling the same. Free. Loved. It was so much all at once and I struggled to make sense of it all.
