I’m getting worried now. Porter is more than intimidating: He looks scary as hell. I’ve never really known many guys like this, more on the man side of the sliding masculinity scale. Not up close and personal, anyway.
Davy does something with his face that might be classi ed as a smile. “Hey, relax, man. It’s cool. Forget it. Brotherhood over Bettys.”
Gross. Am I the “Betty”? Porter’s knuckles press against the side of my thigh—a warning. I guess he’s got this.
“Besides, I’ve been planning something special for you. You know what today is, right? Anniversary of Pennywise’s death, man. I’m giving him a salute. Check it out.”
Davy marches off around the bon re, calling out for somebody to bring him the “salute,” whatever that means.
“Idiot,” Porter mumbles. “It’s next month, not today. He’s such a waste of space.”
I’m just relieved he’s gone and that no one’s punching anyone, but when I see Porter’s brow lowering, I know it’s not over. ?ere’s a loud noise, and sparks shoot in our direction. We sway backward as the crowd o-o-ohs! Someone’s hauling more wood onto the bon re on the other side. Several someones. Wooden crates, pieces of chairs, driftwood—all of it’s being tossed into the sandy pit. ?e re roars up like a beast. ?e partygoers gasp in delight. In no time, it’s twice as tall as it once was.
Loud cheers ll the beach. Fire big. Fire strong. ?e horde is pleased.
Well, not everyone. Porter, for one. He’s pulling me to my feet and cursing a string of obscenities near the top of my head. “Do they ever learn?”
“What’s the matter?” I say, and it’s then that I notice the fringes of the crowd beginning to unravel: here and there, several people are starting to pull away and head up the trail to the parked cars.
“It’s the bon re,” Porter says. “When it’s too high, everyone can see it from the road. People who live around here tolerate it until they can see it. ?en they call the cops. It’s like a goddamn Bat Signal. Morons!”
But it’s not just that. Something else is happening across the bon re from us. I get Porter’s attention and point to where two boys are lifting Davy onto a large, at rock on the edge of the beach. ?e surf crashes into the rock, spraying his legs with foam. He doesn’t seem to care or notice. He’s too busy holding something up in his hand that looks like a big stick, and when he shouts for everyone to shut up, the crowd quiets and listens.
“In honor of all our fallen brothers who’ve bashed their bones against these rocks in the garden of good and evil, tonight, on the anniverseary-rey,” he stumbles, and then gets it right, “anniversary of Pennywise’s death, I’m doing a military-style three-volley salute. Ready?”
What the hell is he talking about?
“Oh, God,” Porter says.
Davy turns to face the wall of rocks, perches the stick on his shoulder, and then—
My world changes.
I’m …
Not on the beach.
I’m fourteen years old, and I’m standing in the living room of our old house in New Jersey. I just walked home from school. And there’s broken glass and blood dripping on the expensive carpet. And my mom is screaming, but I can’t hear anything at all.
?en the carpet turns back to sand and the crowd’s roaring gleefully and everything’s back to being okay. Only, it’s not.
“Bailey!” Porter is shouting in my face, shaking me.
I swallow, but my throat is too dry.
“Bailey?”
I really am all right now. I am. It’s okay. I’m mainly afraid I’m going to cry in front of him, and that would be humiliating. But it’s too late, because I check my face and a few tears have already leaked out. I swipe them away and take a few breaths.
Boom!
?e terrible memory ashes again, but I don’t disappear this time. It just rattles me, hard. Maybe it wasn’t Porter shaking me before. Maybe I’m just shaking.
“Jesus, what’s the matter?” Porter says. He’s pushed hair away from my forehead, trying to check if I’m running a fever.
“I’m okay,” I nally say, moving his hand away. Not because I don’t want his help, but I need to see what Davy’s doing. He’s reloading. ?ree-volley salute, he said, so there’s still one more. I think he’s got a shotgun. It’s hard to tell from here.
I hate this. Hate being like this. It hasn’t happened in a long time. And I wasn’t prepared. If I know it’s coming, I can brace myself. But this …
