She cuts past me, walks out the door. “I’m coming, too.”
Juliette
I’ve been sitting in the back of a police car for over an hour. I haven’t been able to cry, not yet. And I don’t know what I’m waiting for, but I know what I did, and I’m pretty sure I know what happens next.
I killed a little boy.
I don’t know how I did it. I don’t know why it happened. I just know that it was me, my hands, me. I did that. Me.
I wonder if my parents will show up.
Instead, three men in military uniforms march up to my window. One of them flings open the door and aims a machine gun at my chest.
“Get out,” he barks. “Out with your hands up.”
My heart is racing, terror propelling me out of the car so fast I stumble, slamming my knee into the ground. I don’t need to check to know that I’m bleeding; the pain of the fresh wound is already searing. I bite my lip to keep from crying out, force the tears back.
No one helps me up.
I want to tell them that I’m only fourteen, that I don’t know a lot about a lot of things, but that I know enough. I’ve watched TV shows about this sort of thing. I know they can’t charge me as an adult. I know that they shouldn’t be treating me like this.
But then I remember that the world is different now. We have a new government now, one that doesn’t care how we used to dothings. Maybe none of that matters anymore.
My heart beats faster.
I’m shoved into the backseat of a black car, and before I know it, I’m deposited somewhere new: somewhere that looks like an ordinary office building. It’s tall. Steel gray. It seems old and decrepit—some of its windows are cracked—and the whole thing looks sad.
But when I walk inside I’m stunned to discover a blinding, gleaming interior. I look around, taking in the marble floors, the rich carpets and furnishings. The ceilings are high, the architecture modern but elegant. It’s all glass and marble and stainless steel.
I’ve never been anywhere so beautiful.
And I haven’t even had a moment to take it all in before I’m greeted by a thin, older man with even thinner brown hair.
The soldiers flanking me step back as he steps forward.
“Ms. Ferrars?” he says.
“Yes?”
“You are to come with me.”
I hesitate. “Who are you?”
He studies me a moment and then seems to make a decision. “You may call me Delalieu.”
“Okay,” I say, the word disappearing into a whisper.
I follow Delalieu into a glass elevator and watch him use a key card to authorize the lift. Once we’re in motion, I find the courage to speak.
“Where am I?” I ask. “What’s happening?”
His answer comes automatically. “You are in Sector 45 headquarters. You’re here to have a meeting with the chief commander and regent of Sector 45.” He doesn’t look at me when he speaks, butthere’s nothing in his tone that feels threatening. So I ask another question.
“Why?”
The elevator doors ping as they open. Delalieu finally turns to look at me. “You’ll find out in just a moment.”
I follow Delalieu down a hall and wait, quietly, outside a door while he knocks. He peeks his head inside when the door opens, announces his presence, and then motions for me to follow him in.
