Shesmiles and shifts to sit up.“That was perfect,” sheassuresme. “Now it’s your turn.”
Chapter Thirty-Seven
KENNEDY
Ihad a feeling that Theo was a little inexperienced when it comes to sex, but it breaks my heart to see him question himself even after my clear display of an orgasm.
I can see that he wants to make this the best experience for me, and to be completely honest, coaxing him through what I wanted him to do waskindahot. But I want him to feel thesame. I want him to know what it feels like to receive unconditional pleasure. I want him to know that he deserves it.
His eyes are locked on mine as he waits for furtherinstruction.
“Just relax,” I tell him, planting comforting kisses along his neck.
I lift myselfoffhim and kneel beside his straining erection. The flat expanse of his chest moves up and down with heavy breaths. He flexes his hands at his sides, unsure of where to put them, but when I take his shaft, he instinctually grabs my thigh.
I clasp my fingers loosely around him and start to move slowly up and down. His breaths come faster, and I spy a bit ofprecumleaking from the tip, so I lick it clean.
He groans. “Ohhh good grief.”
Idon’tmean to laugh, but it comes out anyway. “You can curse, if you need to.”
“I need to.”
I get to my feet and climb over top of him again. He instinctively takes my hips as Ilowermyself down. The head of his cock presses against my entrance, and this time hedoesn’thold back.
“Fuuuck.”
“That’s more like it,” I praise.
As I slip further down,I clench at the fullness of him asI sink to the hilt. I thought I felt alive before, but thefeelingof him filling me to the brim is unlike anything I remember from being human. This feels like something entirely new. Our bodies fit perfectly, anddon’twantthis feeling fromanyone else for the rest of myafterlife.
It truly does feel like an invisible bond has tied us together. Every touch of his skin sliding against mine feels right.I’mwhere I was always meant to be, and Ican’tbelieve I had to diein order toget here.
I don’t care what my future holds, as long as it’s with him.
Theo digs his fingers into my hips, gripping the sides of my ass as he savors the sensation of me around him.
“You feel incredible,” he cries out. “God, Kennedy. What are you doing to me?”
I swivel my hips andlift upslightly, then sink back down. “You feel like mine.”
“Go ahead,” he urges me, pulling me flush against him, “make me yours.”
I do just that. I give him everything I have with every rock of my hips. He thrusts into me from below, innate desire taking over. He claims me, and I claim him back, until I feel the subtle twitch of his cock andhe’sspillinginside me.
He looks as ifhe’sbeen transported to another realm. His eyes roll back into his head as he crests the final ripple of pleasure cascading over him.
I collapse on top ofhimand he wraps his steady arms around my shoulders, crossing them over my back. As his warmth washes over me, Idon’tneed to see the string connecting us to know thatit’sreal. I feel its tug, urging me to remain right here, wrapped in Theo’s loving arms.
Chapter Thirty-Eight
KENNEDY
That night, Theo and Iholdtightly to each other’s hands as westandin front of my sister’s single story brick home. When I first told him I wanted to introduce him to Claudia, Iassumed one dayshe’dcome over foravisit.But he surprised me by saying it was time he started making more of an effort. I thought that meant we were going to travel through the void again, but to my complete bewilderment, he stepped out the front door and gestured for me to follow him through the forest.
We took our time, and I made sure he never got too overwhelmedby squeezing his hand and rubbing soothing circles on his back, occasionally pushing him against the trunk of a tree to hide foramoment and loseourselvesin another kiss.Eventually, we made it to Claudia’s neighborhood, and Icouldn’tbeprouderof him.
“There’s nothing to be afraid of,” I say as I wait patiently on the sidewalk for Theo to make his first move.
