“No.”I sit up, swinging my feet to the ground, and put down the textbook.“I’m okay today.”
Julian sits down next to me and tucks a strand of my hair behind my ear.“Good,” he says softly.“I’m glad.”
“Did you come out for a swim?”I try to ignore the warmth pooling between my thighs at his touch.“I thought you would go to your office.”
“I did, just for a few minutes, but I’m taking the rest of the day off.”
“Really?”Julian’s days off are so rare they’re practically nonexistent.“Why?”
He gives me a wry smile.“I couldn’t focus.”
“Oh.”I regard him cautiously.“Do you want to go for a swim then?I was thinking of diving in after I finished this chapter, but I can go now.”
“Sure.”Julian rises to his feet and offers me his hand.“Let’s go.”
I place my hand in his and let him lead me to the pool.As we approach the water, he suddenly bends down, slides his arm under my knees, and picks me up.
Startled, I laugh, wrapping my arms around his neck.“Julian!Don’t throw me in!I like to walk in slowly—”
“I wouldn’t throw you in, my pet,” he murmurs, holding me as he descends into the pool.His eyes gleam with unexpected humor.“What kind of monster do you think I am?”
“Um, do I have to answer that?”I can’t believe I’m in the mood to tease him, but I feel ridiculously lighthearted all of a sudden.Some weird hormonal fluctuation, no doubt, but I don’t mind.I’ll take lighthearted over depressed any day of the week.
“You do have to answer,” he says, a wicked grin appearing on his face.The water is now up to his waist, and he stops, holding me against his chest.“Or else…”
“Or else what?”
“This.”Julian lowers me a few inches, letting my dangling feet touch the water.He tries for a menacing scowl, but I can see the corners of his mouth twitching with a suppressed smile.
“Are you threatening me with a dunking, sir?”Wiggling my right foot in the water, I give him a look of mock reproof.“I thought we just established that you wouldn’t throw me in?”
“Who said anything about throwing?”He steps further into the pool, letting the water creep higher up my calves.His fake scowl disappears, edged out by a darkly sensual smile.“There are other ways to deal with naughty girls.”
“Oh, do tell…” My inner muscles clench at the images flooding my mind.“What kind of ways?”
“Well, for starters”—he bends his head, his lips nearly touching mine as I hold my breath in anticipation—“some cooling off is required.”
And before I can react, he sinks down, lowering us both into the water—which immediately engulfs me up to my chin.
“Julian!”Laughing in outrage, I release my grip on his neck and push at his shoulders.The pool is heated, but the water is still cool compared to my sun-warmed skin.“You said you wouldn’t!”
“I said I wouldn’t throw you,” he corrects, his wicked grin returning.“I didn’t say anything about carrying you in.”
“Okay, that’s it.”I succeed at slipping out of his hold and putting a couple of feet of distance between us.“You want war?You have it, mister!”Scooping up water with my palm, I throw it at him and watch, laughing, as it hits him square in the face.
He wipes the water away, blinking in stunned disbelief, and I back away, laughing even harder.
Recovering from his shock, he begins to advance toward me.“Did you just splash me?”His voice is low and threatening.“Did you just throw water in my face, my pet?”
“What?No!”I mockingly bat my eyelashes as I attempt to retreat to the deeper end of the pool.“I wouldn’t dare—” My words end in a squeal as Julian lunges for me, closing the distance between us in a blink of an eye.At the last moment, I manage to jump out of his reach and start swimming away, still laughing hysterically.
I’m a good swimmer, but less than two seconds pass before Julian’s steely fingers close around my ankle.“Gotcha,” he says, dragging me toward him.When I’m close enough, he grabs my arm to bring me to a vertical position and wraps his muscular arms around my back, grinning at my ineffective attempts to push him away.
“Okay, you got me,” I concede, laughing.“Now what?”
“Now this.”Bending his head, he kisses me, the warmth from his large body counteracting the coolness of the water.
As his tongue invades my mouth, I tense involuntarily, memories of last night surfacing with sudden clarity.For a few dark moments, I relive the terrible feeling of helplessness, of painful betrayal, and I know I wasn’t entirely successful at compartmentalizing the good and the bad.As much as I’d like to pretend that today is a day like any other, it’s not, and no amount of playful laughter changes the fact that the evil in Julian’s soul will never be completely eradicated.
