“So you’re not always too late. If anything, you’re always just in time. I’m…not trying to diminish your grief about Pidge. But you’re not always late, Falco. You’re not.”
Her words carry the weight of truth, but they tangle with the self-depreciation that keeps me awake at night. So much blood has soaked into my hands, and now my best friend joins the pool. How long until it’s Aerin’s blood?
What if I’ve already failed her and I don’t even know it?
“Hey.” She gently presses her lips to my chin. “Repeat it back. You’re not always late.”
I tilt my head down until my chin rests on my chest and I can almost look her in the eye. “I’m not always late.”
“You’re a good man.”
“You said no lies.”
Her fingers immediately prod into my ribs and I squirm, biting back a laugh. “Okay, okay. I’m a good man.”
“There we go. Don’t lose yourself in the dark, Falco. Not when I’m right here.”
She is here. Somehow, against all odds, against my better judgement and more, she’s still right here. Aerin is everything I shouldn’t want and yet everything I crave. My fingers skim up her arm, over her shoulder, and cup her cheek. As my thumb slides along her soft jawline, I bring my face closer and kiss her ever so slowly.
Then I kiss her a little harder. A little longer.
Suddenly, she’s underneath me and our mouths clash together in a heated exchange while she runs her hands down my chest. I cradle the side of her neck to keep her pinned in the perfect position to keep kissing her. No words are exchanged, but somehow we’re moving together like it’s some kind of dance.
I can’t stop.
I’m addicted and every second I spend with her is a second I feel calmer. No longer is there a hunger in my chest to tear myselfapart to make up for my loss. Now, there’s only a desire for Aerin and I’m clinging to it with both hands.
She slides her fingers up my body until they’re buried in my hair, then she pulls tight and breaks the kiss with a gasp. “Do you…you wanna?” she asks breathlessly and I laugh softly.
“Are you asking me if I want to fuck you?”
“Mhm.” She nods, her lips pulling to one side in a shy smile. “Is that…okay?”
“Honey, that’s more than okay.”
Cameras be damned, I pull the covers over the top of us and kiss her head while pushing her pajama top up far enough that her large, soft breasts are exposed to my wandering hands. From tweaking her nipples with my fingers to kissing down her throat, Aerin’s a whimpering puddle by the time I bury my face in her tits and palm her nipples in rolling motions. She pulls harder at my hair, sending a spike of lust straight to my dick.
She’s a map and I’m working out the directions with my lips and teeth. From her soft nipples that I lick and suck to stiff peaks, down to her soft belly and the giggles she stifles when I kiss near her navel, all the way down until I’m between her warm, soft thighs, I trace every inch of her. Every curve and rise, every freckle and mark, nothing is safe. I map out every single detail of her with my lips and by the time I press my tongue flat to her pussy, she’s already soaked and it’s a wonder she doesn’t cum instantly.
“Falco,” Aerin moans, her thighs twitching against my shoulders. One of her hands remains firmly in my hair as I shove my face against her pussy, and her other scrabbles at my shoulder so I reach up and take her hand.
The moment our fingers lace together, I thrust my tongue between her lips and delve deep into her sweetness as soft, breathy moans pour from her lips like a musical waterfall. She holds on tight to me and doesn’t let go, even as I reduce her to a trembling, gasping mess that can only squeak in delight when her orgasm takes her. By the time I’ve eaten her through her pleasure and soothed her quivering pussy with long, flat strokes of my tongue, she’s got her breath back and my cock is so hard it aches.
“Please,” Aerin gasps as I messily kiss my way back up her body.
Our hands remain joined, and I press them into the bedding next to her head while bracing over her.
“Please what?”
“I-I want to feel you inside of me again.Please.”
“Promise?”
“Oh god I promise. I want it. I want you. I need it, I need!” Her eyes widen, barely visible under the dark of the blanket and when I go to kiss her, her lips are wide in the perfect O as I gently press my cock into her.
All my restraint comes together to keep my pace slow as her silken heat closes around my cock like a perfect glove made just for me. Deeper and Deeper I sink until our hips are flush together and my balls twitch as she clenches down around me.
“Oh my god,” she whispers, her lips brushing mine as she talks. “You f-feel bigger from this angle.”
