“Surreal,” I admit, grunting as he helps me out of my pants. “I’ve seen you play hundreds of times and it’s always good, but knowing I was finally the one you’d be with after?” Fuck, I shouldn’t have said finally. “I mean... Good, it felt good.”
“It felt surreal for me too,” he admits as he stands up straighter again, and when he reaches up to tug my head back by my hair, my cock twitches. “Knowing you had a plug in... knowing it was for me. Fuck. I could hardly focus.”
His other hand ghosts its way behind me to press on the plug, and my cock jerks so hard it smacks him.
“Levi, I’m dying,” I whimper. “I’ve never worn one this long before.”
“No?” In seconds, I’m being tossed onto his bed and his boxers are hitting the floor. “Spread for me. Let me see.”
Every part of my body comes violently to life, reminding me of things I haven’t felt in years. I’m not recommending that you fall in love with someone who keeps you on the back burner for years, just simply stating that when you finally get them, the feeling is unmatched.
Letting out a breath, I lift my legs and spread them so he can see the little green jewel peeking up at him. It’s almost the same color as his eyes.
“Goddamn, Sidney. Do you even know how beautiful you are?”
He reaches out to hold my cock as he leans in to lick my balls, making me gasp and clench around the plug. “Maybe. Feel free to keep telling me though.”
Chuckling, Levi sucks my cock into his mouth and teases the plug, pulling off to mutter permission before he goes right back to taking me apart with his mouth. “Come for me, then you can have my cock.”
I’ve been teased this fucking long, what’s a little longer? Growling with a little bit of desperate frustration, I roll my hips and grip the sheets on either side of me. “Do you promise?”
After a quick nod, Levi groans when I hit the back of his throat, and as he slowly pulls the plug from my ass I have to remind myself that Levi is different. My orgasm doesn’t have to come last with him, and he’s already proven it’s okay for me to have more than one.
The weird sense of security that gives me helps me get out of my own head, and it only takes a few more seconds to let go for him.
His eyes lock with mine as he swallows me down, and when he pulls off of me, he shows me more cum on his tongue before he swallows that too. He replaces that plug with his fingers,teasing me even more. “I don’t know how you taste so damn good.”
If he doesn’t fuck me in the next five seconds, I’m going to hit him again.
“I don’t know, but I need you. Please. I’ve just had five hours of prep, I’m ready.”
“I just wanted to feel you.” He winks at me as he pulls his fingers out and grabs lube from his nightstand. “Say please one more time.”
“Levi, please.”
I don’t think I’ve ever sounded so desperate in my life, and it works. Levi visibly melts and immediately climbs on the bed, his cock rock hard as he lubes himself up.
“I want you like this.”
And I want him however I can get him. I’ve pictured this moment a thousand times in dreams, fantasies, and nightmares, but it’s never been this intense. This real.
“So take me, Lee. I’m all yours.”
His eyes briefly flutter closed like he felt those words, and when they fly open I see nothing but raw desire burning inside them. “Mine.”
He braces one hand next to me and lines himself up, and when the head of his cock touches me for the first time, I try to memorize every feeling. It’s better than my fantasies, better than any of my dreams, because it’s real. Real and hot and... oh god, he’s so much bigger than that plug.
Gasping, I reach out to touch him as he slides deeper. “Don’t stop. I want it all.”
“You’re so tight, baby boy.”
His breathing is labored as he continues to sink inside, and I feel him trembling as though he’s fighting the impulse to bottom out in one thrust because he doesn’t want to hurt me. It’s almostsurreal after all the pain he’s caused me outside of the bedroom, and especially after all the times I’ve told him I like a little pain.
Pressing down on my lower stomach, I wrap my legs around him and nearly break my last rule. I want to kiss him so bad it’s fucking maddening.
Instead, as Levi finally bottoms out, I trail my lips down his jaw to his neck.
“Fuck,” he growls, head tilting to the side to give me more access. “Do you know how many times I’ve imagined this?”
