He begins kissing and licking his way down my body, and I nearly panic when I realize what he’s about to do. I always seem to end up with tops who don’t give head, so it’s been a long time since I’ve felt someone’s mouth. I’m about to make a very bad impression when I blow in seven seconds.
“Levi, I... Oh, god.”
I stare down at him as he flicks his eyes up to mine with a smirk, and that first swipe of his tongue from my balls to the tip has me so hard I could probably beat him to death with my cock.
It’s Levi.
It’s not a stranger, not someone who only sees me as a side piece, not someone I’m only mildly interested in. It’s Levi. After all the fantasies, all the late nights listening to him with others, it’s finally my turn.
Please don’t say “I love you” out loud.
“Ohfuckthatfeelsgood,” I rush out. “Please.”
When he sucks my whole cock into his mouth I stop breathing entirely, and when his hands pin my hips in place so he can have full control I finally let myself just relax. Levi has me, and this isn’t a trick or a dream or anything of the sort. He wanted me too.
Tangling my fingers gently in his hair, I let him go until I start to feel myself losing control again. “Lee, can I come in your mouth?”
He doesn’t pull off to answer. “Mmhm.”
He nods his head once and sets the most perfect pace as if he’s done this for me a hundred times, and allowing myself to let go has never been easier.
I’ve absolutely earned these orgasms through years of taking care of him, holding him up, making sure he was okay, and constantly being on the back burner. So yeah, this one I’ve earned.
As it pulses again and again, Levi gulps me down and moans like it’s the best thing he’s ever tasted. As the body tingles subside, he ensures he swallows every drop before he pulls his mouth off of me, and when my cock oozes another drop he laps that up too before grinning up at me. “That was a whole lot of cum for a fuck doll. You got more for me or is my baby boy spent?”
He kisses the tip as I huff a quiet, sated laugh.
“You can call me whatever you want as long as that wasn’t a one-time thing.”
“Not even close.” Levi moves to collapse on the bed next to me with a cocky smile on his lips. “You can come use me any time.”
He probably shouldn’t tell me that. I have a wildly obsessive personality — at least when it comes to Levi specifically — and I’m also very aware of the fact that we just started a timer. I don’t know how long it’ll last, but eventually, either he’ll get bored with me or I’ll do something stupid like beg him to marry me. I have to take what I can get while I can get it.
“Same.” Shifting a little closer, I touch his pinky with mine. “Do you feel better?”
“Loads better, literally.” I know that was a joke, but my brain short-circuits when he hooks our pinkies together. “I didn’t really think the doll I brought through. I thought it would helpme stay out of your trailer this tour, but that shit is actually really hard to clean. It’s almost not worth it.”
This tour?
I lock my eyes on the ceiling and try to keep my voice steady and curious. “How long have you been doing it?”
I feel him tense when he realizes what he just said. “Uh... just this tour?”
The lie is so obvious I almost decide not to push it, but I really am curious. “It’s okay, you can tell me. I won’t be mad.”
Sighing, he takes a moment before responding. “I uh... the first time was during theMidnight Raintour.”
Midnight Rain?That was the first tour Bash brought me on and the trailer wasn’t even officially mine yet. That means Levi has been using my space to jack off for years.
“Was it just convenient because I wasn’t in it very often? I didn’t even want the damned thing at first, Bash was a mess and I needed to basically be on top of him 24/7.”
“Something like that. Did you really never notice?”
Shrugging, I loop my ring finger with his too. “No. Not until the tissues anyway, but I guess I was a little distracted. It’s not an easy job keeping both of you in line.”
He chuckles softly and moves our hands so every finger is laced together. “I bet. I couldn’t do what you do... neither can Carter.”
“I know. It used to really irritate me that I had to do his job for him, but... I like taking care of you. And since we’re in a confessing mood, I actually told the label that Carter was doing a great job so they wouldn’t fire him. I was afraid if they brought in someone better, you wouldn’t need me anymore.”
