Which he did, about fifteen seconds later.
After letting out a deep breath, he kissed me. It was sweet and soft at first, then our desire took over and we were ravishing one another. When Aleks’s body sank onto mine, we both gasped because our leaking, bare cocks came into direct contact for the first time.
“Fuck,” I whispered as sensation rocketed through me. I had a hold of each side of Aleks’s face as I spoke. His eyes were closed, like he was in pain.
But I knew he wasn’t.
“Yeah, that,” he breathed.
I shifted my legs so I could open them. More of Aleks’s body rested on mine. Since he was shorter than me, the tip of my cock was closer to the base of his and I could feel the weight of his balls on my skin.
Aleks began humping me like he always had the past several nights, but this time the sensation was a thousand times better because there was nothing separating us. I dropped my hand to his ass to help him grind against me. He tensed up and I immediately removed my hand. But then he was reaching down with his right hand to search out mine and put it back on his ass. I dropped my other hand and gripped both of his cheeks as I planted my feet onthe bed and began to lift my hips. Aleks let out a little whimper as he pressed his head to my chest and began pumping his dick against my stomach. He was grinding so much that my dick slipped between our bodies and ended up behind him… against his ass. I thrust against him before I could stop myself, but to my amazement, he didn’t ask me to stop or try to pull away.
His hand came up to find my cheek and then he was turning his head so he could kiss me. “Again,” he groaned.
We began grinding against each other like crazy men. I could feel pre-cum from Aleks’s cock streaking over my stomach.
“What’s next?” Aleks ground out when he ripped his lips from mine. “I’m really close.”
I nodded and slowed my own gyrating hips, then forced his to stop by grabbing his waist.
“You need to get me ready,” I said.
“Show me how?”
I loved the confidence in his voice. Yes, there was a hint of fear there too, but it was obvious that he still wanted this and that he wasn’t doing it just because he needed to get off.
I reached for the bottle of lube and pulled in a breath. I’d gotten so caught up in the fact that I was going to be with Aleks in a new way that, up until now, I’d forgotten to be nervous.
But those nerves all came racing back with the snicking sound as I flipped open the cap on the lube. I told myself not to let Aleks see my apprehension, but the second my eyes met his, I knew he knew.
Apparently, he wasn’t the only one who had eyes that were gateways to their souls.
Chapter 20
Aleks
He’s nervous.
That fact should have made me want to call off this whole thing, but it actually made me feel a little better. It was hard to always be the one who was lacking in knowledge and confidence. I knew Vaughn had some vulnerabilities, like his family and how hard his work was on him mentally, but this was the first one thatIcould do something about.
He was trusting me to take care of him.
I could do that.
Iwoulddo that.
No matter what.
Even if I hated what I was about to do, which my gut was telling me I probably wouldn’t, I’d still make sure Vaughn felt only pleasure.
My lust had eased a little bit in the minute it had taken for Vaughn to get the lube and open it. I knew what the slick liquid was for because one of the men I’d been with had used it most of the time.
I’d actually considered myself lucky after the fact because Brian,then later Father, had only used spit.Thatwas something I never would have been okay with doing to Vaughn, even if he’d asked.
I shifted off Vaughn enough so he could turn over, but to my surprise, he didn’t move.
“Put out your fingers,” he said.
