He smiled and turned over. His back was just as beautiful as his front and I couldn’t help but run my fingers down the length of his spine. But it was his ass that I couldn’t take my eyes off of. I slid my palm over his warm, smooth skin, then trailed my finger down the crease. On the one hand, what I was about to do seemed so forbidden, but on the other, I needed it as badly as he did. My dick was hurting like a son of a bitch, but I ignored my own lust and shifted so I was straddling his lower legs. I used my hands to split him open and took in the sight of his fluttering hole.
Oh God, there was no way I was going to fit without hurting him.
I blanched as the memories of the many times I’d been hurt in this very way went through me.
“Caleb,” I heard Jace call and I looked up at him.
“It’s not the same,” he murmured. “Remember that.”
His ability to read me was just uncanny. I nodded because he was right. What we were doing was nothing like what I’d known in my previous life. I needed to stop comparing the two acts. Everything Jace and I did was about showing one another love. What had been done to me before had been about power and cruelty. It had no place in this room with us.
I sighed and cast out the memories, then focused on Jace’s perfect body. I tentatively touched his entrance with the pad of my finger. I rubbed him gently and used the sounds he was making to gauge if he liked what I was doing.
No doubt that he most definitely did.
I was about to reach for the lube when I remembered what he’d done to me the previous day.
Did I dare?
Did I even want to?
The sight of Jace’s opening flexing just a little under my perusal answered that question for me.
With a big fatyes.
Before I could overthink it, I leaned down and pressed a kiss to Jace’s entrance.
“Jesus fucking Christ!” he shouted.
His bellow startled me, but before I could even issue an apology he said, “Oh God, please do that again.”
So I did.
And smiled when he reacted accordingly. His incoherent pleas emboldened me and I began licking him. His musky flavor was strange, but I found it weirdly addicting. Not to mention the way his hole would relax under my tongue, then contract as soon as I removed my mouth. Jace’s whole body was shaking and he had his face buried in a pillow. As much as I was enjoying what I was doing, my own lust had spiked exponentially, so I searched out the lube and got some on my finger. My nerves came back as I pushed against his opening. He let out a groan when my digit breached him.
He was so hot and tight, I was sure I’d die right there on the spot. I instinctively went slowly, giving his body time to adjust to my finger. I worked the lube in and out of him. Before I added the second finger, I said, “Jace?”
“I’m good, baby,” he said as he turned his head so he could look at me. “I’m so fucking good, Caleb,” he said with a smile.
I put some more lube on my fingers, then carefully pushed two inside of him. He closed his eyes and whimpered, but he didn’t askme to stop. I knew there was probably at least a little bit of pain, but I wasn’t sensing it was anything bad.
I fucked him with my fingers a few times, then put the last bit of lube on my sheathed cock.
“I’m… I’m ready,” I said awkwardly.
Jace lifted to his hands and knees, then looked at me over his shoulder. “Make me yours, beautiful,” he said with a lopsided grin. The lightness made me less nervous. I got into position behind him and put my dick against his hole. I settled my free hand on his back and then began to push forward.
“Fuck,” Jace muttered as he began to push back on me and his body enveloped the head of my dick. I knew this would be the worst part and I fought every instinct that told me to shove into him so I could feel his heat and tightness around my entire cock. I put my hands on his hips to steady us both. Jace was the one who ended up moving first. He pushed back onto me, slowly sucking my dick into his body inch by inch.
“Oh God, it feels so good,” I whispered. “Jace, does it…”
“Sogood, baby,” Jace responded. “Need more. Need it all.”
I took that as permission to slide deeper into him. We both cried out when my balls pressed against his ass.
My body’s natural instincts took over at that point. I was still in tune to everything Jace was saying and doing, but I no longer felt completely clueless. I thrust into him slowly at first, but once he started meeting my thrusts, I increased the pace. It was at that point that I applied pressure to his back. I followed him down as he lay flat on his stomach. I curled my arms around his shoulders and buried my lips against the crook of his neck. “So beautiful, Jace. You’re just so fucking beautiful,” I whispered into his ear as I began sliding in and out of him.
Jace seemed incapable of speech, because all he could do was grunt and moan as I fucked into him. My orgasm was threatening to consume me when I remembered what he wanted. It took everything in me to slow, then stop. I eased my dick out of him and lifted my weight off him.
