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Bryn turns his face into the prince's palm. Closes his eyes. Presses his mouth to the center of Ithyris's hand. He feels the prince inhale sharply and his fingers tremble against Bryn's jaw.

He opens his eyes. Looks at Ithyris. And says, clearly, steadily, with the full weight of the dream behind it: "Yes."

The prince's brow creases. "Yes?"

"The answer to your question. The one in the dream. The answer is yes."

He watches the words land. Watches them hit Ithyris the way the silence hit him in the dream, except this time the impact is the mirror image, and instead of the blow of non-response there is the staggering force of being answered. The prince's eyes fill. Not the controlled tears of the dream. Faster. His face crumples for a fraction of a second before he catches it, before the jaw clenches and the composure scrambles to reassert itself, and Bryn reaches out and takes his face in both hands.

"Stop," he tells him. Gentle. Firm. "You don't have to do that. Not with me."

The composure wavers. Holds. Then breaks, quietly, not a collapse but an opening, and the prince's eyes close and two tears track down his face and over Bryn's thumbs and his breath comes out in a sound that contains more feeling than any word could.

Bryn holds his face and stays. He stays because the prince walked through his wreckage without flinching. He stays because the hall is smaller when Ithyris is in it. He stays because those are facts, and he has always trusted facts.

The prince opens his eyes. Wet. Raw. Luminous with something that is bigger than gratitude and deeper than relief.

"Bryn."

Just his name. But Ithyris says it the way he says it when the walls are down and the word carries everything he feels. Bryn's name in his mouth is a prayer and a claim and a question and an answer.

"I'm here," Bryn says. "Not as a substitute. I'm here because you asked to be loved and I want to be the one who answers."

Ithyris kisses him. Slow. His mouth finds Bryn's with a tenderness that aches, his hands cradling Bryn's face, and the kiss is soft and careful and thorough. Bryn kisses him back. He lets the kiss be what it is. He doesn't sharpen it into something safer, doesn't weaponize the heat to avoid the intimacy of the softness. He lets the prince be gentle with him and is gentle back and the gentleness is harder than the fire ever was.

They lie there for a long time. Foreheads together. Breathing. The bond between them wide open and neither of them hiding.

"The trial," Bryn says eventually.

"Passed." The prince's voice is low, rough with the residue of tears. "The dream confirms itself. The elders don't adjudicate it. The magic determines whether both entered the other's fear willingly and emerged without breaking the connection."

"Syreth will be furious."

A faint, tired smile. "Syreth has been furious since the moment I smelled you in the great hall. Her fury is the most consistent thing in this palace."

Bryn almost laughs. The sound catches in his chest, half-formed, and he presses his face against the prince's throat and breathes him in, cedar and smoke and the salt of dried tears, and Ithyris's arms tighten around him and they are tangled together in the morning light and Bryn is not running and the simple, staggering fact of staying feels larger than any trial the elders could design.

***

Mithri finds him in the kitchens at midday.

He is eating bread and cheese and reading a text on Drekian water rights that Theryn pulled from a shelf for him, wearing one of the prince's shirts because he went to Ithyris's room in his smallclothes last night and didn't feel like walking down the corridor to get his own. The shirt is too large. The collar sits wide on his shoulder. He has stopped caring.

Mithri slides onto the bench across from him and studies his face.

"You look tired," she says.

"I'm always tired."

"Yeah, but this tired looks a little different." She tilts her head. "You look like you've been through it."

The accuracy of this lands in his chest. He looks at his sister and thinks about the hall in the dream, the empty hall where he called for her and she didn't answer, and the memory is a bruise he can't press on without wincing. But in daylight, Mithri is here, solid and real, and the dream was a fear, not a fact, and the distance between those two things is the distance he traveled in a single night.

"The second trial was last night," he says.

Her eyes widen. "And?"

"And I passed."