Emotion backed up in my throat.I felt like I was choking on it.I wanted this man.I wanted a life with this man.He was going above and beyond to make sure I was okay.
How could I not love him?
“I can go if you want me to, but I’m hoping you’re willing to let me make you feel good.”
“How can I say no to an offer like that?”I teased.
He smiled at me.“I was hoping you wouldn’t.”
I stood and led him down the short hallway to the bedroom I’d made my own.I turned on the light, then pulled Josh into the room and closed the door behind us.
He spun us and pressed me against the door, covering my body with his.He cupped my jaw, teasing me by keeping his lips off mine.He nuzzled my throat and inhaled deeply.He licked a path across my skin to my ear, where he bit my earlobe.
I groaned in frustration, and he chuckled.
He ground his erection against me, reminding me how much he wanted me.How much he was holding back for me.
Tears welled in my eyes.Gratitude, love, peace.This man was it.He was the one I’d been waiting for my entire life.I knew that as well as I knew he’d never let anything happen to me.
Unaware of the emotions racing through me, Josh dipped his head, nibbling his way to the collar of my shirt.He bunched the fabric in one hand until he could jump the gap and kiss along the swell of my breasts.He abandoned my shirt, leaving me to whip it off, and brought my breasts to his face, capturing himself between them.
I unhooked my bra and let the straps fall until he stepped away.His hands were waiting for my breasts as soon as my bra was out of the way.
He nibbled both nipples, sending shocks of pleasure through my body.Then he dropped to his knees and worked my shorts and panties down my legs, exposing my entire body to him.
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Reegan.Every time I see you, I wonder how in the world I got so lucky to be with you.”
Before I could reply, he pressed his nose between my thighs and inhaled deeply.His tongue snaked out, licking my inner thigh before he bit down on the tender skin.He slicked his tongue over the bite, then did the same on the other side.
“On the bed, beautiful.I don’t want you to get hurt, and I don’t intend to stop once I get my mouth on you.”
He surged to his feet, lifting me off mine.He kissed me hard as he spun, carrying me to the bed.He lowered me down slowly, not breaking the kiss until I was on the mattress.He grabbed a pillow and dropped it next to the bed, then sank to his knees on it.
“Old knees,” he said with a wink.“I’m going to be here a while, and I don’t want to have to stop because my knees don’t like to be on a hard surface.”
I chuckled, a reply ready on my lips, but he pressed my thighs wide and pierced my channel with his tongue, claiming any thoughts I had.
His fingers replaced his tongue, and he licked his way through my folds to my clit.He filled me with his fingers, stretching my body wide.The drag of his fingers inside me did things to me I wasn’t ready for.Coupled with the persistent flick of his tongue against my clit, it wasn’t long before I was stifling my moans in a pillow and coming hard on his tongue.
“So fucking good,” he growled softly.“More, Reegan.More.”
He twisted his fingers inside me, adding more friction.He pressed my thighs wider, and I felt a sharp bite of pain on my clit that had me bucking on the bed.
He hummed, sending a vibration through me that was better than any vibrator I’d ever owned because it came from the man I loved.From Josh.From a man who wanted me to feel good, then set about making that happen.
I breathed hard, my entire body bowing up as another orgasm pressed down on me.All thoughts ceased, and the only thing I was aware of was Josh between my legs, making me come.Making me love him.Making me feel good while he neglected his own orgasm.
Thankfully, I was barely aware of Ashlyn sleeping in the room next to us and held in the scream that wanted to fly from my lips as I came hard enough to black out.My throat burned from holding back.My head pulsed.My body felt like overcooked noodles.
Josh kissed my inner thighs, the beautiful man waiting for me to come back to earth after he sent me to heaven.He smiled.“You back?”
I nodded.“Yes, and I want you.”
He shook his head, his face twisting with pain.“No, Reegan, I don’t want to risk anything.”
“I don’t either, but I can make you come with my mouth the way you just did for me.”
“That’s not why I did this.”
