I used the time to myself to spend it with my moms and my brothers. I didn’t know if I would be looking a jail time or what. My moms prayed for me on a daily and that’s what I needed at the moment. She told me how much I was like my father in so many ways, and how she didn’t want me to change a thing, but at the same token, she feared for me. She said it was like déjà vu and she wanted my future to end better. Shit, I did too.
—
Three weeks later I was sitting in a courtroom in a suit that Legal had brought for me watching him work.
The courtroom was quiet and formal in a way that felt completely different from every other environment I had ever been in. Judge Patricia Owens was on the bench — a Black woman in her late fifties who Legal had mentioned knowing professionally for years.
She had a reputation for being firm and fair in equal measure and for not having patience for people who wasted her time.
Legal stood at the front of the courtroom and presented everything he had built.
“Your Honor, my client Xavier Hendrix Jr. is before this court on a charge of Aggravated Assault causing Bodily Injury. I want to walk you through the full context of the incident in question.” He turned to the screen that had been set up and pulled up the gas station exterior footage he had obtained. “This is surveillance footage from the gas station where the incident occurred. Timestamp shows nine fourteen in the morning. You can see here—” He pointed to the Camry. “This vehicle. And you can see the victim, the female passenger — being struck by the male driver. One clear closed fist strike to the face.” He let the footage run. “My client is visible here at pump three. You can see him observe what is happening. You can see him approach the vehicle. His approach is measured. He knocks on the window. He is not aggressive at this point.”
The footage kept running.
“Here is where the male driver exits the vehicle and makes physical contact with my client first, grabbing him by the throat. At this point my client is acting entirely within the legal definition of Defense of Others under Texas Penal Code Section 9.33, which states that a person is justified in using force toprotect a third person if a reasonable person in that situation would believe that intervention was immediately necessary. Also take into account that he was physically assaulted himself.” He paused. “What followed was my client using force to stop an ongoing assault. The complainant in this case is the same man who was assaulting his girlfriend and who physically initiated contact with my client. The woman who filed the report was not the victim of my client’s actions — she was the victim of her partner’s actions prior to my client’s involvement.”
Judge Owens was watching the footage on the screen with her reading glasses on and her hands folded.
Legal switched to the next piece. The cell phone video from inside the car.
“This is the footage that circulated online and that formed the basis of the warrant. Taken from inside the vehicle by the girlfriend. I want to direct your attention to the timestamp which confirms this is continuous with the gas station footage and that the sequence of events is exactly as I have described.”
He let both pieces of footage speak for themselves and then he turned back to the judge.
“Your Honor, my client has no prior felony convictions. He is twenty two years old, the oldest of three siblings, and has been the primary financial support for his family since childhood. He is not a danger to this community. He made a decision in a moment to help someone who needed help and he is now sitting in your courtroom because of it.” Legal paused. “I am requesting that the charges be reduced from Aggravated Assault — a second degree felony — to Simple Assault, Class A Misdemeanor, with a sentence of deferred adjudication probation. If my client completes the terms of that probation successfully, he will carry no conviction on his permanent record.”
Judge Owens looked at Legal over her glasses. Then she looked at me.
“Mr. Hendrix,” she said. “Stand up.”
I stood.
She looked at me for a long moment the way judges looked at people when they were trying to read something that wasn’t in the paperwork.
“I’ve reviewed the evidence your attorney has presented and I’ve reviewed your background. No prior felonies. No history of predatory violence.” She set her pen down. “What I do see is a young man who has been using his hands in environments and situations that are going to keep putting him in front of judges if he doesn’t make a different choice.” She leaned forward slightly. “Your attorney tells me you have a gift. That you can fight and that you’ve been doing it since you were old enough to make a fist. Is that accurate?”
“Yes ma’am.”
“Then here is what this court is prepared to offer you. I will accept the reduction to Simple Assault with deferred adjudication. Your probation period will be eighteen months. During those eighteen months you will submit to regular check ins, you will stay out of trouble completely, and—” She looked at her paperwork and then back at me. “You will enroll in and actively participate in a licensed professional boxing program within thirty days of today’s date. Your participation and progress will be documented and submitted to this court quarterly. Community service hours will be logged through the gym.” She sat back. “You complete those terms, this comes off your record. You violate any one of them, we’re back in this courtroom and you will be looking at the original charge.” Shelooked at me steady. “Do you understand what I’m offering you Mr. Hendrix?”
“Yes ma’am. I understand.”
“Good.” She made a note. “Don’t make me regret it.”
I let out the longest breath that I didn’t even know I was holding. My charges had been reduced and will be removed if I legally register my hands. I knew that meant I could no longer street fight, but I wasn’t willing to do whatever it took so that I won’t be locked the fuck up. Once again, Legal had came through. My pops knew exactly what he was doing by leaving me in the hands of this man. He was really an angel in disguise.
Legal and I walked out of that courthouse into the afternoon and stood on the steps. I pulled the outside air into my lungs and let it sit there for a second.
Legal put his hand on my shoulder and steered me toward the parking lot and waited until we were away from the foot traffic before he said anything.
“I need you to understand something,” he said. “What happened in that courtroom today, that was the best possible outcome for the situation you were in. Judge Owens did not have to be that generous and the only reason she was is because the evidence supported it and because I have spent twenty years building a reputation in that courtroom that she trusts.” He stopped walking and turned to face me. “I cannot do that again Xavier. The next time something like this lands in front of a judge I will not have the same tools to work with. Do you hear me?”
“I hear you Legal. I really do and I’m grateful.”
“The street fighting is done. All of it. Every underground fight, every cage, every backroom situation. Done. Completely. As of today.” He said it flat and final the way pops, Hood probably would have said something that needed to stick. “If you violate that probation, if you get caught in another one of those environments, it’s not a misdemeanor we’re dealing with. It becomes a violation that opens everything back up and you are looking at real time.”
I nodded.