“Thank the gods,” I huffed out.
Bowen pushed me to the side until I was on my back, leaning against the headboard. He gave me a quick kiss and a wink before standing. I watched as he unbuttoned his shirt. My hands clenched at my sides, not from claws that needed to come out, but from the overwhelming need to touch him. I wished it were my hands getting him out of his clothes. Although it made for a nice view.
Heslid his shirt off, revealing his perfect body. He was smaller than me, with only a spattering of auburn chest hair, but damn, every inch of him was perfect. And mine. I wasn’t going to be able to keep myself in my seat much longer.Gods, I hoped he didn’t draw this out to tease me. When his hands went to the button on his khaki pants, my eyes locked in, unable to look anywhere else.
A moment later, his zipper was down, and he stepped out of his pants, left in only the same black boxer briefs he’d been wearing earlier. The outline of his hard cock had me practically drooling. Bowen slipped his fingers beneath the elastic waistband, and he hesitated. I flicked a gaze up to his eyes and caught a hint of worry.
“Bowen?” I scrambled up to sit on my knees.
“It’s fine. It’s just been a while since I was naked with someone, let alone someone who looks like you.”
“Gods, Bowen, you’re beautiful. The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. From the first moment I saw you, I couldn’t stop thinking about you. You. I want you, I wantallof you, no one else.”
His brown eyes twinkled with a look of admiration, and then his boxer briefs were gone. I sucked in a breath at the sight of him. Holy shit! A growl rumbled through me, making Bowen laugh.
“Fuck, Rudy, the way you react, it kills me. It makes me feel like the sexiest man in the world.”“You are!” I roared.
Bowen laughed again and then pushed me until my back was against the headboard. He climbed onto my lap, settling over my cock, which bucked from the weight of him on me. Oh gods! He felt so perfect nestled on me. Why was I still wearing pants?
His arms went over my shoulders, and he leaned down to kiss me. With his mouth on mine, I felt the brush of him in my mind, “You can touch me wherever you want.”
My hands went to his waist, squeezing him, loving the way his soft skin felt beneath my touch. He rolled his hips forward, sliding over my fabric-covered erection, making me moan and my vision go blurry.
Trying to match his boldness, I let my hands drift down over the top of his ass. My fingers dug in as I grabbed two big handfuls and pulled him across me. Bowen hummed into my mouth, thrusting his tongue against mine. Encouraged by his reaction I did it again, making us both groan with pleasure. Fuck, the sound he made was the best thing I’d ever heard.
“Pants,” I muttered into his mouth, wishing I had the ability to talk without removing my mouth from him.
Bowen laughed against me and sat up straight. He ground himself on my lap, making me hiss as pressure built within me. “Just making sure you were ready.”
My teeth snapped together and I snarled, “I’m ready.”
With a pat on my chest, he chuckled. “Okay, big guy.”
Bowen scooted backwards and undid the button and zipper on my jeans. “Lift your ass, you’re too heavy for me to maneuver.”
I did as he said, holding my ass up. He slid my jeans down, catching my boxers with them, revealing my throbbing, aching cock, and pushed them down my legs. Under the heat of Bowen’s gaze, my cock bucked, and a bead pearled at the tip. Fuck me, I wasn’t going to last with him looking at me like.
“Bowen!” His name came out with a plea. Those beautiful brown eyes met mine with a look as hungry and desperate as I felt. Instead of climbing back up, he got off the bed, making my heart sink with disappointment. Bowen grabbed his bag off the floor and rifled through it. Now was not the time for a bully stick, so help me gods. Except, the memory of what I’d done with the last one made my body heat all over.
“Aha, there you are.” He came back to the bed and dropped a tube beside me.
When I saw what it was, I felt my eyes widen, and my heart rate kick into high gear. “Holy shit!” This was real, actually fucking real.
Bowen laughed softly before taking his spot on my lap, only this time with nothing between us. The way he settled onto me had me gripping his hips and breathing deeply to keep from coming right there before we even did anything.
“It doesn’t have to mean anything. We can do or not do whatever we want, okay, Rudy?”
“Fuck, I want it. I want you so fucking bad it hurts, I just don’t know if I can.”
“It’s okay, we’ll have time,” Bowen said as he kissed me gently.
He grabbed the lube, and I stopped breathing, watching as he poured some into his hand. I didn’t know what I was expecting him to do, but he settled back on my thighs, with my dick standing up between us. He stroked his hand over my cock, making me hiss and thrust up into the cool grip. “Oh, gods!”
After a few strokes, I already felt the tension coiling deep, and I gripped his hips to keep myself grounded. Bowen leaned forward and kissed me, easing his hold on me. “Breathe.”
I focused on the soothing sound of him in my mind. His hand left me, and he shifted his position. When I looked to see what he was doing, he lined his cock with mine and gripped them both in his hand. With the first slide of his velvety skin against mine, a growl rumbled out of me. “Fuck, Bowen.More!”
Watching him work us a few times, I could no longer sit here and let things happen to me. I wrapped my hand around our cocks, pushing his hand out of the way. Bowen leaned back, holding onto my thighs as I began pumping us together. The two of us together was infinitely better than doing this solo. And the sounds he made… and the intense perfume of desire wafting out of him, it was completely intoxicating. I might not have been where I wished to be, buried deep inside of him, but damn, the sight and feel of him was incredible.
