Page 36 of Close To Darkness


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Jennifer's responses were grateful, even eager.Thank you so much.I really needed to hear that today.And:Dinner sounds amazing!Be there in 20.And:You're the only one who really understands what this is like.

Kari recognized the dynamic.A vulnerable young woman, far from home, struggling in a brutal industry.And someone offering support, understanding, connection.It would have felt like a lifeline.

She scrolled forward, watching the dynamic shift over the following months.The messages from M became more frequent, more intense.What had started as occasional check-ins became daily texts, sometimes multiple times a day.And the tone changed too—subtle at first, then increasingly obvious:

Haven't heard from you today.Is everything okay?I worry when you don't respond.

I saw you talking to that photographer after the shoot.What did he want?You can tell me.

I thought we were having dinner tonight.I've been waiting for an hour.Where are you?

You've been spending a lot of time with those other models.I hope they're not filling your head with ideas.They don't care about you like I do.

And Jennifer's responses grew shorter, more evasive, the responses of someone trying to create distance without provoking conflict:Sorry, got caught up with work.Talk tomorrow?And:Just tired.Need some alone time.And:I can hang out with whoever I want.They're my friends.

By the final month of Jennifer's life, the messages from 'M' had taken on a desperate, possessive quality that made Kari's stomach tighten.The warmth was gone, the tone growing demanding and dark:

Why aren't you returning my calls?I've called six times today.I've been worried sick about you.

After everything I've done for you, everything I've sacrificed, you can't even send a text?Do you know how that makes me feel?

I thought we had something special.I thought you understood me like no one else does.Was I wrong about you?

You can't just shut me out.I won't let you throw away what we have.I won't let you.

Jennifer's final messages to M showed a woman trying desperately to escape:I need some space right now.Please respect that.

I think we should take a break from seeing each other.This isn't healthy for either of us.

And finally, just three days before her death:Please stop calling me.Please stop coming to my apartment.I can't do this anymore.It's over.

M's response had been chilling in its simplicity:You don't get to decide when this ends.

Kari sat back from the phone, her heart hammering against her ribs.This was it—the possessive relationship Jennifer's mother had described, the person Jennifer had been trying to escape.The language was intimate, controlling, the pattern unmistakable.

Someone had fixated on Jennifer Blake, had refused to let her go, and three days after she'd tried to end things definitively, she had died from an apparent overdose.

But who was M?

Montgomery was the obvious answer.But something nagged at her.One of the early messages had read:I saw you talking to that photographer after the shoot.What did he want?Would Montgomery refer to another photographer that way, as if the profession were foreign to him?

Kari scrolled through Jennifer's emails, looking for anyone whose name started with M.There were a few—a makeup artist named Maria, a photographer named Miguel, a college friend named Michelle back in Arizona.But when Kari checked their message histories, none of them matched the intensity or intimacy of the M conversation.

Whoever this person was, Jennifer had saved them under a single initial, as if even typing their full name felt dangerous.

Kari pulled up Carter's number and called her.

"I got into the phone," she said when Carter answered."And I found something."

She spent the next ten minutes reading Carter the key messages, hearing the detective's silence grow heavier as the pattern became clear.When Kari finished, Carter let out a long breath.

"So we're looking for someone with the initial M who had close access to Jennifer in the months before her death," Carter said."Someone in the industry, probably.Someone who saw her regularly enough to know her schedule, her moods, who she was spending time with."

"It reads like a romantic relationship," Kari said."The dinners, the jealousy, the possessiveness.Someone who felt entitled to her time and attention.Someone who couldn't handle being rejected."

"A man, most likely.Given the dynamics."Carter paused."M could be a middle name, or a nickname.Something private between them."More silence, then the sound of typing."Let me check on Pemberton—I'm pretty sure his middle name starts with M."

"What about Montgomery?"Kari asked."His last name fits."