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The Empri makes a sound.

It's small at first. A catch in his throat, barely audible. Then it builds, a low, broken noise that has no translation, that lives somewhere below language in the place where a person keeps the things they can't survive knowing. He folds forward in his chair until his bound hands press against his face, and his bioluminescence goes erratic, pulsing and dimming and pulsing again like a dying signal fire.

He's weeping.

Not the almost-crying from before. This is real. This is a man who just threw the full force of his evolutionary gift at a child and watched it bounce off her like light off a mirror. He doesn't understand. I can see it in the way his shoulders shake, in the fractured rhythm of his glow. His entire species' identity rests onthe belief that humans are open to them, permeable, reachable. Manageable. And a fourteen-year-old girl in a cold room just proved that belief wrong.

I look at him. I note the way his fingers curl against his own face, the translucence of his skin where the glow pushes through, the wet mess of his expression. I catalog it the way I've been trained to catalog everything. Data. Observation. Useful.

I don't feel sorry for him. That reflex was removed a long time ago, sanded down by repetition until the surface where it lived is smooth and blank. Empri are the enemy. Empri are tools, at best. Empri are threats, at worst. This man in his resonance cuffs, with his deep-water eyes and his broken crying, is a lesson. Not a person.

My mother steps around the chair and stands where I can see her. She's tall, lean in the way of women who treat their bodies as instruments, and her face has the same cold architecture I built inside my mind. She designed it for me, after all. Modeled it. Made me in her image the way other mothers make their daughters in theirs.

"The Empri believe their gifts make them superior." Her voice is instructional, the tone she uses when she's encoding something she expects me to carry forever. "They believe humans are cattle to be herded. Receptors for their influence. Subjects." She looks at the weeping man, then back at me, and I see nothing in her expression that resembles pity. "You will prove them wrong. You will walk among them untouched. And when the time comes, you will use their arrogance against them."

I nod. The nod is enough. We don't waste words in this family.

The specialists take the Empri away. He doesn't look at me as they lead him out, his glow dimming to almost nothing, his steps unsteady on the polished floor. The door seals behind him witha soft, pressurized hiss, and then it's just me and my mother in a room that smells like antiseptic and the faint ozone ghost of Empri bioluminescence.

Her hand finds my shoulder again. Two squeezes this time. I hold the feeling close, tuck it into the only warm place I have left, the small and shrinking room inside my chest where I keep the things that are actually mine.

I am fourteen years old. I am already a weapon.

I just don't know yet what I'll be pointed at.

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The diplomatic reception on Veridian-7 smells like hothouse flowers and the sharp, citrus-edged cologne that passes for sophistication on stations this far from Earth. Fourteen years and a lifetime of distance sit between me and that cold training room, but the architecture my mother built hasn't crumbled. If anything, I've reinforced it. Added rooms. Refined the locks.

I move through the crowd the way I was taught: measured pace, open posture, eyes cataloging everything while my face projects polite, diplomatic neutrality. There are forty-six people in this reception hall. Eleven of them are Empri. I clocked each one within the first ninety seconds, noting position, glow intensity, proximity to exits, proximity to me. The Empri glow reads like vital signs if you know the language, and I do. Calm blues and greens mostly, the palette of people performing ease. One near the far wall pulses a shade too bright, anxiety or excitement, impossible to tell without context.

I feel the pushes the way you feel rain through a good coat. Awareness without impact. The ambient emotional noise of eleven Empri in a social setting, their influence leaking out in the small, unconscious ways most of them don't bother to control. Warmth. Goodwill. The subtle social lubrication that makes humans lean in, agree, trust. I register each one and let it slide off me like oil on water.

They don't know I'm doing it. That's the point.

I'm reaching for a glass of something pale and sparkling when the air shifts. Not a push. Something subtler. The particular quality of attention that means someone is watching you with purpose, reading the room around you, calculating approach vectors. I know that feeling the way prey knows the shadow overhead.

I turn.

He's already close. Grey eyes that catch the light from the bioluminescent installation overhead and throw it back with a blue edge, a trick of reflection that makes him hard to read. Tall. Built like someone who does something more physical than diplomacy, though the suit says otherwise, charcoal fabric cut close enough to suggest discipline, expensive enough to suggest resources. His face is controlled in the way that interests me most: not blank but composed, every micro-expression a choice.

He extends his hand.

"Ms. Zalt." His voice is warm and specific, pitched to carry between the two of us and no further. "I'm Ethan Eames. I believe we'll be spending quite a bit of time together."

I take his hand because the setting demands it. His grip is firm, measured, and the moment our skin connects I feel it.

The push.

Subtle. Professional. A featherlight test, so delicate it could almost pass as the ambient noise of the room. Almost. But I've spent my entire life learning the difference between weather and weapons, and this is not weather. This is precise. This is someone checking a lock to see if it gives.

I shut it down. The cold architecture rises, swift and total, and his push breaks apart against it like it was never there.

I look him in the eye. Hold his hand a beat longer than necessary, long enough for him to feel the nothing where his influence should have landed.

"Don't."

One word. Quiet. The kind of quiet that doesn't need volume because it carries certainty instead.