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Chapter 5

Austra

The ceremonial chambersmells like ozone and lilies that have never seen soil.

Synthetic blooms, engineered for beauty and nothing else, arranged in crystalline vases along the processional aisle. They emit a scent that's almost right, the way everything on Veridian-7 is almost right. Close enough to fool most people. Not close enough to fool me.

I stand at the threshold in a gown the color of deep space, fitted so precisely to my body that the Torrence tailors must have taken my measurements while I slept. The fabric moves like liquid when I breathe, and I've been breathing carefully for the past twenty minutes, counting each inhale, because if I stop counting I'll start thinking, and if I start thinking I'll have to acknowledge what I'm about to do.

The chamber is beautiful. I'll give them that. Blue-lit from recessed panels in the vaulted ceiling, casting everything in the cold glow of a dying star. Rows of seats, half-filled with Torrence loyalists and Consortium officials, their faces polished and unreadable. On my side, the delegation is thinner. Ky. A handful of Zalt representatives who made the journey because refusing would have been a worse political statement than attending.

This is a wedding the way a blade is a letter opener. Technically accurate. Fundamentally something else.

"You can still walk away." Ky's voice is low enough that only I can hear it. His hand finds my arm, and the warmth of his grip is the only thing in this room that feels like it belongs to me. My brother, half-Empri like me, standing where our father should be and won't be because our father considers this alliance a waste of political capital. He sent his blessing in a coded transmission. Three lines. No warmth.

Ky's presence says what the transmission didn't.

"No." I don't look at him. If I look at him, he'll see everything I'm holding behind my teeth. "I can't."

"You can. The fallout would be significant, but survivable. I've run the scenarios."

"I know you have." I almost smile. Almost. "The alliance matters. The access matters."

There's a third thing. A thing I don't say, because saying it would make it real, and I'm not ready for real. Not yet. Not standing in this chamber that smells like engineered flowers and political necessity.

Ky squeezes my arm once. He doesn't approve. He's here anyway. He's always here.

The music shifts. Not music, exactly. A harmonic frequency that resonates in the bones, a Torrence tradition that predates their expansion into the outer systems. It signals the beginning.

I walk.

Ethan is alreadyat the altar, if you can call it that. A raised platform of dark stone, carved with symbols from three separate legal traditions, none of them romantic. Zane Torrence stands behind it, presiding, because the head of the family officiatesTorrence unions. His face gives away nothing. He's been doing this long enough that his neutrality is a weapon in itself.

Beside him, Talia St. Laurent holds the ceremonial data pad that contains our contract. She's our witness, chosen by mutual agreement, and her expression is the careful blankness of someone who knows exactly how much this union costs and has decided not to have opinions about it in public.

Dexter Torrence sits in the front row, his posture the kind of still that comes from decades of being watched. Astra Venn is beside him, her modified eyes catching the blue light and throwing it back fractured. She looks at me once as I approach. A flicker of something. Recognition, maybe. One predator acknowledging another.

And then there's Elissa.

The youngest Torrence sits at the end of the row, human among hybrids, perfectly composed. She's been training with Astra. I can see the evidence in the absolute stillness of her body, the way she holds her spine as if someone threaded wire through it. Not a twitch. Not a fidget. A teenage girl made of marble.

But I'm Empri enough to see what the stillness costs her. The micro-tension along her jaw. The way her eyes track to Ethan and then away, a rhythm she's trying to control and can't quite manage. She watches him with something tangled and private, something that isn't quite hatred and isn't quite love and might be the space between where both of those things rot into each other.

A complication. Standing in the room with all the others, wearing a dress she didn't choose for a ceremony she didn't want.

I file her away. Not as a threat. Not yet. As a variable I don't fully understand.

Ethan watches me approach, and his face does something I don't expect. It opens. Just slightly, just for a half-second, thecontrolled mask slipping to reveal a man watching a woman walk toward him in a dark gown, and whatever he feels in that moment, it's not political. Then the mask is back, smooth as glass, and I'm left wondering if I imagined it.

I didn't imagine it. I'm Empri. I don't imagine things. I perceive them, whether I want to or not.

I take my place across from him. The platform puts us close enough that I can smell him. Sandalwood. Something metallic underneath, not gun oil, something biological. The faint copper-ozone signature that all the Torrence-modified carry in their skin, a byproduct of whatever runs through their veins instead of pure human blood.

"You look..." He pauses. Recalibrates. "This suits you."

Not beautiful. Not stunning. "This suits you." As if the ceremony, the gown, the cold blue light, all of it was designed around me and he's just now noticing how well the architecture fits.

I don't respond. Zane has begun.