“Thank you,” he tells me again when he pulls away.
“Okay people, now that the kids are taken care of, can we get to work? We have orgasm magic to make!” Roxy calls out to us loudly. She’s smiling at me and the calm I just had talking with Chad is replaced once again with full-blown panic.
Chad shakes his head at her. “Go ahead and get ready and I’ll finish setting up. Then, when we’re done with the photo shoot, I’ll go ahead and turn on the video cameras. When you’re done, just turn them off and shoot me a message. I’ll go through all the angles and make a killer video for you.”
I can’t speak, instead I give him this fucking awkward as hell thumbs up. God, I’m a dork.
“Perfect.” Roxy turns her attention to me. “I thought we’d start with some lingerie shots and kissing, then we can move to some toys and nudity. Sound good?”
Another question. Fuck, why can’t they let me just stand here like a deer caught in headlights?
“Bliss? Earth to Bliss. Do you hear me?” I don’t know when she moved, but she’s standing right in front of me now, her hands cupping my face as she looks right into my eyes. “It’s going to be okay. Just like every other time we’ve been together, it’s just you and me. I know you know Chad outside of here, but just pretend like he’s not there. Keep your eyes on me.”
“Okay,” I gasp, taking a deep breath to calm myself.
“Good. Now I have lingerie for the shoot and the video. And before you say anything, I know we could use the same ones, but I’m an extra bitch.” She lets go of my face, taking my hand in hers and leads me across the room.
I can’t help but let out a belly wrenching laugh when she shows me the outfit for the photo shoot.
“Seriously?” The question blurts from my mouth.
“One hundred percent.” She hands out the tiny, and I meantiny, Catholic school girl skirt to me along with the white see-through lace bra and white thigh-high stockings. I do a double take before she hands me the matching see-through lace thong. Which is also crotchless. Perfect.
“And what are you wearing?” She holds up a matching set to what she gave me, except instead of white lace, hers is red.
“We’re twins. You’re the virginal one and I’m the fucking slutty one. Just like in real life.” She laughs and takes hold of the hem of her shirt, pulling it over her head. It’s as if she doesn’t even care that Chad’s in the room. In a way, she shouldn’t. It’s not like he’s not going to see us naked and up close and personal.
I take a deep breath and suck it up. The only way to get through this is to just do it. The quicker we get it done, the sooner it’s over with it.
I quickly change, pushing to the back of mind that Chad is right here in the room with us. Why did I ever agree to this?
“You look hot as hell, Bliss. Maybe you should be in red.” Roxy gives me an appraising look before stepping over to Chad. “So, how do you want us to set up for the first shot? Or do you just want us to play it by ear and do what feels right?”
“Let’s go by ear. It’ll make it look more natural,” he tells her as he fiddles with his camera. I can’t help but be astonished at how he’s not giving the blonde bombshell beside him a second look. But then I remember who he's married to. Carla and Nic are both stunning and even the times I’ve seen them all together, they only seem to have eyes for each other. It's as if no one else exists to them.
That’s the love I want one day. Just like theirs.
I feel like I have it with Ezra. But this calendar could change how he feels about me. It’s one thing talking about it, but seeing it is a whole different story.
“Okay ladies, let's get this show on the road. Your month is July, and your holiday is National Orgasm Day. Is that right, Fel…sorry, Bliss?” Chad catches himself before saying my realname. I love that he’s keeping this professional using my cam name for the company.
“Yeah, that’s it. Who would’ve known my birthday would also be a national holiday.” My statement makes everyone laugh and I can’t help but join in.
“That’s my girl. The world knew she deserved to be celebrated in the best way with a big ‘O’.” Roxy steps up behind me, her hands sliding around the bare flesh on my waist as she nibbles on my ear.
It happens so quickly, and I don't even know he's done it until a click, click sounds in the room. “That was a perfect shot. Sweet, simple, yet appealing to the masses.”
“Next time warn me.” I lean back into Roxy, taking the comfort she’s giving me.
“As long as you promise me that they’ll all be as natural as this picture is.”
Promise. I’m not sure I can do that. Not when my nerves decide to take hold of me.
“She will,” Roxy answers for me.
“Okay, ladies,” Chad says gently, as he moves to the foot of the bed. “Let’s have the two of you on the bed, nice and close to each other. I want both of you to angle your bodies slightly inward toward each other. Roxy, place your hand just at Bliss’s waist… yes, perfect. Now lean in like you’re about to whisper something to her.”
My fingers search for Roxy’s, finding them on the comforter right at my side. We interlock our pinkies just as Roxy leans into me. “You always smell like cherries,” she murmurs, brushing her nose against my cheek.
