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She takes her time, sucking and stroking my cock until I feel my balls become heavy and tighten.

“Fuck, baby, that feels so good. I’m so close to coming. If you don’t want me to do it in your mouth, you need to stop now.”

I expect her to pull away, especially since this is her first time giving a blow job, but she doesn’t. Instead she sucks me harder, taking my shaft deeper into her mouth until I can’t hold it anymore and I’m shooting my load down her throat.

She swallows every drop, only pulling her mouth off when I’m completely spent, wiping her mouth as she peers up at me innocently.

Fuck, I love this woman.

Chapter 27

Amberlee

Jeremiah followed me homethis morning. While I went upstairs to my apartment to change into clean clothes, he went inside the house to see his daughter. Waking up in his arms after an amazing night of sex was perfection.

Just as I’ve pulled on a clean pair of shorts, there’s a knock at my door. “Amberlee, it’s me,” Maddy’s voice calls from the living room.

“One second. I’m changing, I’ll be right out.” I pull the shirt over my head, then quickly run my fingers through my hair, working out some of the knots before putting it up in a ponytail.

I know Maddy is the reason Ryan changed his mind. He was so pissed and hurt at Jeremiah’s confession, but whether he ever admits it or not, I know he was mad at me too. I kept the secret from him just as much as Jeremiah did.

Stepping into the living room, I don’t know what comes over me, but I take off at a flying leap when I see her, wrapping my arms around her large belly and kiss her cheek.

“I don’t know what you said to him, but thank you.”

She laughs and I suddenly realize I’m squishing the babies.

“Never underestimate the power of the puss,” she blurts before snorting.

“TMI, Maddy, TMI. I don’t want to hear about your vagina.” I’m quiet for a moment and she goes to open her mouth but I cut her off. “Also, add your and my brother's sex life to that list. I definitely don’t need to know about that either. The blatant evidence is that round belly of yours, and my brother’s mini-me running around in the house not even a yard from here.”

“Nah, our lovemaking is for my ears only,” she jokes. “It wasn’t easy, but I did get him to see that there’s no one better for you than Jeremiah. I’m glad the two of you finally confessed your feelings for each other.”

“How did you figure it out when my brother and parents couldn’t?” It’s really been driving me crazy how she saw what I thought was so well hidden.

“Because I have eyes, and other than Ryan and myself, I’ve never seen two people more perfect for each other than you and Jeremiah. But are you ready to date a man in the military?”

I raise my eyebrow in confusion. Why is she asking me this?

“Let me sit down and I’ll explain. That look on your face tells me you're clueless to what I’m asking.”

She waddles over to the couch, lowering herself down. She has to be the cutest pregnant woman in history.

“Fuck me, I’ll be glad when I have these two semen demons. They’re wreaking havoc on my back and my bladder.” She sighs in relief at no longer being on her feet. I move across the room, taking a seat on the couch beside her, as she shifts, angling her body toward me.

“Whatever, you look amazing and the reward will be those two beautiful babies you’ll hold in your arms. Now, why are you questioning if I’m ready to be in a relationship with Jeremiah if you want us to be together so badly? It seems contradictory. “

She smiles, before taking a deep breath, reaching out and taking my hand in hers. “I do want the two of you to be together,” she pauses, her tone full of love, but motherly at the same time. “But I need you to know being a military wife is hard. It’s not all gumdrops and sunshine. While the world is not always at war, it does happen, and they go on peacekeeping missions. A lot of those times, we don’t even know where they’re going or for how long.” She gives my hand a squeeze, smiling sweetly. “I just need you to know that before going any further.” Her voice softens. “I wouldn’t trade this life for anything in the world, but it would have been nice to know ahead of time everything it was going to entail.”

I love her for this. Wanting to make sure being with Jeremiah is something I’m truly ready for. I am. I know she might not understand because it’s still new, still sudden, but I’ve been ready for this—for Jeremiah and for blending our lives together—for a long time.

“Maddy, there’s nothing I want more than Jeremiah. I know being a military spouse isn’t for the faint of heart. It’s not the same, I know, especially compared to you, but I’ve gotten some experience with Ryan being gone and not being able to talk to him. I’ve also got something most people don’t.”

“What’s that?” she asks.

“I have you. Who better than to help me through something like that? Not only are you a spouse, but you’re previous military.”

She opens her arm, as she begins to cry tears of happiness. I slip into her embrace and we both start bawling and laughing at the same time.