He pushes me back when I’m done. “Seriously, I want you to fuck me. We can take it slow, and maybe I won’t enjoy it, but I want to try with you.”
I’m choked up and don’t trust my voice, so I tell him with my kiss how much that means to me. We’re both rock hard and frotting enough to make me come. It’s tempting to keep going and not endure the awkwardness of my first time ever and his first time taking a dick.
“You have supplies?” he asks breathlessly—and decision made. We’re doing this.
I lead him into the bathroom.
“Maj, you’re a Boy Scout,” he teases when he sees my travel kit. He takes a few minutes, and I pace outside the bathroom.
I should let him fuck me first because I got no idea what I’m doing. His first time shouldn’t be with me. What if I’m awful? What if he hates it? It’s too soon. I should’ve waited longer.
“Stop.” Theo hugs my waist from behind. “We don’t have to do anything if it makes you anxious. I’ll blow you, get your mind out of panic mode, and then you can decide if we continue.” He’s so gentle. I can’t believe he’s the same guy who used to attack me on the ice.
Being that person must’ve been exhausting for him. Like my anxiety is exhausting for me. Theo gives me courage.
“I’m fine. Better now with you.” I spin in his arms to kiss him. “Can’t believe we’re going to do this. I’m dying.” Dying from want, from nerves, from the unknown, but he steadies me.
“I’m a lifesaver like that.” He picks me up and tosses me on the bed. I’ve never been picked up and thrown, and fuck, it’s sexy. “How do you want me?” Theo starfish-dives on the bed. Lube and condoms are on a pillow.
He knows exactly how to get me out of my head without making me feel stupid.
“Head on the pillow.” I haul him up.
“FYI, you being bossy really does it for me.” Theo strokes his cock as if to prove his point.
Grabbing the lube, I plant open-mouthed kisses down his body.
“Didn’t think you’d be a tease,” he grumbles, hitching his hips up to get his cock closer to my face. I bypass his length and push his knees out to suck on his inner thigh. “Your lips will be the death of me.” He tears the do-rag off my head to run his fingers through my hair.
Again, I consider leaving it natural for him. Or maybe selfishly for me and the way he’s captivated by it.
The sound of the lube snapping open is deafening in the quiet room. Theo bends his knees, giving me full access to his ass. My man has the perfect peachof an ass. I’ve always been salty about the reference since it clearly favors lighter skin. But his round, milky skin looks good enough to eat.
As I kiss the tip of his cock and lick his shaft, Theo melts into the bed. When he relaxes, I trace his rim with my tongue, and we both groan. I bury my nose in his pubic hair to inhale his unique scent of cedarwood and musk.
He’s already ruined me, and I haven’t fucked him yet. His cheeks tighten as I stiffen my tongue to breach him. My hand automatically strokes him. I’ve never done this, but I’ve watched enough porn and had enough conversations with camboys to confidently continue.
Theo tastes incredible, a little spicy and musky. I smile at him being spicy and the way his entire body flushed while eating jambalaya. I’ll get him used to spiciness.
He’s lost his inhibitions and pumps his hips so I’m tongue-fucking him. I could spend days eating him, but we both want more. He’s leaking all over my hand, and I’m tempted to taste his precum. A feral growl leaves my throat, and Theo whimpers, pushing his ass back on my mouth.
It’s the perfect distraction as I lube my fingers and massage his hole. His body tenses, but I go slowly.
“You spread out for me like this is a dream come true. Look at how beautiful you are,” I praise, and his tension fades. I time my strokes with my mouth going a touch deeper every time.
Soon Theo’s pushing back on my finger. “More,” he pants.
I add another, and his erection softens, but it chubs up with more praise and stretching.
“You’re teasing me again.” He props himself up on his elbows.
“No, Kitten, I’m getting you ready for my fat dick.” I’m rewarded by his eyes rolling back into his head. I scissor my fingers and swallow his balls. Every part of him tastes like the best thing I’ve ever put in my mouth. I search for his prostate, and his back arches off the bed while he lets out a howl. “I love the way you sound.”
I’m on edge watching him and should’ve thought this through. Maybe a blowjob before sex would’ve been better because I’ll probably come as soon as I get in his tight hole.
“Can you take another?” I ask, and clock that he doesn’t tense up.
“If you’re giving it, I’m taking it.” Theo’s eyes burn like emeralds in sunlight.
