His eyes linger on the spoon, an expression of curiosity mixed with wariness on his face. A second passes, then two, every tick of the clock punctuating the silence in the cabin like an orchestra crescendo.
Then, painstakingly slow, he opens his mouth just a touch, accepting the offering. His eyes find mine and I hold his otherworldly stare as he takes his first bite. Every bit of the cold dread gnawing at me washes away at this gesture, replaced by a feeling of accomplishment – a small victory in this strange dance of trust we’re both partaking in.
A soft sound, something between a hum and an otherworldly purr, escapes from him, reminding me so much of Mango that I can’t help but crack a small smile at the unexpected familiarity. “It’s good, right? I hope you’re not a vegetarian. Although, based on your teeth, I’m thinking not,” I coo, mirth dancing in my voice as I serve him another spoonful.
Bite by bite, I get the entire bowl of soup into him. I’m intrigued by his calmness and his cooperation, by the steady clarity of his luminous eyes. They are no longer filled with anger or rage but calm assessment. I am captivated by Stormy’s eyes. I’ve never seen anything like them. They glow white but within their depths dance minute twinkling specks like countless little stars swirling within the Milky Way. His eyes cast an ethereal luminescence in the dimly lit cabin. The dazzling stardust swirling within his gaze is as captivating as it is unnerving.
I catch my breath as I find myself entranced. His gaze is serene and strong and holds an unflinching boldness that sends an unexpected flutter dancing through my chest. I realize that the alien does have an actual pupil – a small, paler sphere centered in a glittering whirlpool of mica.
He is clearly exhausted, but equally famished, making the occasional purring sound after a bite. Once the soup is done, Irise, leaving him settled against the nest of pillows and move to the kitchen to retrieve a glass of water.
“Okay, Stormy. Water now.” I say softly when I return, holding the glass to his lips. I watch carefully as he sips it wanting to make sure I don’t give him too much. One of his hands rises to cup mine around the cup. I know he’s just trying to ensure I don’t pour too quickly, but it feels strangely intimate.
It’s also a good sign that he’s healing. So, I decide to focus on that instead of the weird squirmy sensation in my stomach. My gut’s an idiot, anyway. I distinctly remember getting butterflies in there on my first date with Marcus, so the trust in my gut is gone.
The day is unraveling in a surreal way I don’t think I’ll ever be capable of comprehending. An alien, alone with me in the forest. His purring sounds… his glowing eyes. I sigh deeply, shaking off the lingering surrealism.
He nudges my hand away letting me know he’s done drinking, so I set the cup on the coffee table and turn back to my patient.
I have no idea where we’ll end up on this strange journey, but at this moment, I know I’m where I need to be, helping him and caring for him as I would any patient.
I stare at Stormy for a moment, observing him and trying to determine his mood. He seems to be doing the same with me.
With slow movements, I reach my hands toward one of his injuries. The alien narrows his eyes at me and his lip lifts in silent warning, but he doesn’t move away as I reach for him. When my fingers meet his skin, I see his jaw flex and clench. I can tell that Stormy wants to pull away from my touch, but he holds still. I glance up at his face and see him baring his teeth, whether from discomfort or as a warning to me, I’m unsure. My heart is galloping in my chest, knowing that one wrong move might provoke him into attacking me.
I peel the bandage away from the wound on his side. I’m pleased and amazed at how quickly it appears to be healing. I glance up at Stormy’s face to see how he’s taking my examination but he’s just staring at me with a wary expression. Next, I check the wound on his shoulder. I wince slightly at the injury. This wound isn’t healing as well as the rest of them. I let out a long exhale and sit back on my heels to take in the full sight.
The alien sits propped against the pillows; his expression is wild, angry, and wary as we stare at one another. His demeanor is eerily reminiscent of Diesel, a malnourished husky who got dumped at the dog rescue facility I volunteered at as a teenager. Diesel was all tooth and fury when he first arrived. His eyes had mirrored his abuse and his reluctance to trust humans again. He growled and lunged at anyone that came near him. I remember the dedication of one of the behavioral therapists who devoted months to showing Diesel that not all humans were evil, that love and gentleness still existed. The day Diesel wagged his tail for the first time, nuzzling against the hand of his new owner, was one of the most victorious memories from my tumultuous teenage years. Looking at my alien patient now, I can’t help but feel the same surge of determination. I know what it’s like to be lost, alone, and afraid, encountering an unfamiliar world. “Trust me,” I whisper to him, holding my hand up reassuringly. “I’m here to help, not harm.”
I place my hand over my heart, feeling the erratic rhythm of my pulse. I clear my throat, breaking the silence as I point to myself, “Lily,” I state clearly. He cocks his head to the side, the wrinkles on his forehead pulling together in confusion.
“Lily,” I repeat, more firmly this time, tapping on my chest. His white eyes dart between my face and my hand, his confusion apparent.
Again, and yet again, I say my name with the motion until the puzzled look fades from his face. Finally, he seems to understand as some recognition sparks in his gaze.
Slowly, he brings a hand up to his chest mimicking my gesture. He growls something out in a harsh raspy voice. My nose scrunches at the unfamiliar alien language, struggling to comprehend it.
“Again,” I request, gesturing for him to repeat it. He repeats it, the same guttural sound leaving his lips. I make him do it several times, until I feel confident enough to attempt.
I point at him and mimic the sound, “Ravok.” I can’t swallow the k like he does, but I try my best. He nods and then repeats his name, a hint of satisfaction creeping up on his alien features.
“Ravok,” I repeat, smiling gently at him.
CHAPTER 19
Ravok
Istare at this Leelee human as she smiles happily at me. What a strange creature.
The smile drops from her face as she examines my shoulder again, letting me know that she also realizes it is not healing as it should. The projectile is still embedded in my flesh, and until I get it out, my cybernetics cannot heal me properly. The problem is that I don’t believe I can remove the object on my own. Loathe though I am to admit it, I need help.
I watch the female, Leelee, with a strange mixture of fascination and unease. It feels like we are primitive beings struggling to bridge an enormous interstellar communication gap. However, Leelee has an expressive face. She is easy to read and intelligent enough to discern my meaning with minimal fuss. Taking a deep breath that slightly burns due to the invasive piece of debris still embedded in my shoulder, I point at the source of my pain, hoping my intentions are clear. I try severalmotions with my hands to make sure the female understands that there is an object in my flesh that needs to be removed.
At first, she is confused by my gestures, which irks me, but her expression quickly morphs into horrified understanding. She raises a finger – a universal signal for a momentary pause, and she rushes out of the room only to return shortly. She clutches an archaic writing tool and a packet of paper.
It seems ludicrous to me that a species capable of space travel still uses such antiquated modes of communication. However, I push away my disdain since these items will assist me in this instance.
Her face scrunches up in deep concentration as she begins to write, her pink tongue peeking out from the corner of her mouth in concentration. The gesture seems to be a habit for the female, and I find myself amused.
