Page 194 of My Lucky Pucking Shot


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He turns. Glides back toward his side of the rink. His senior teammates receiving him with the subdued, recalibrated energy of men whose laughter has been silenced by the discovery that the target of their amusement has a pack willing to cross dividing lines and spray ice in faces and scream profanity at volumes that make coaches reach for their whistles.

He does not look back.

My heart is hammering. The adrenaline that powered the confrontation now cycling through my body with the specific, post-engagement tremor that competitive athletes recognize as the comedown from a peak activation that my muscles sustained for approximately ninety seconds and are now paying the metabolic bill for.

I turn.

The habit. The specific, look-over-my-shoulder instinct that has become the default check my body performs whenever I need to confirm that the person behind me is the person I expect, the motion so ingrained in our dynamic that my spine executes it before my conscious mind issues the command.

Archie is there.

His glasses are gone. Knocked from his face by the puck's impact, lying somewhere on the ice behind us, the wire-rimmed frames that the campus knows him by removed by violence rather than choice. His green eyes are fully exposed, vivid and unobstructed, carrying the specific, sharp, unfiltered intensity that the lenses normally diffuse into harmlessness.

His nose is bleeding.

Red tracking from his left nostril across his upper lip and down to the corner of his mouth, the blood vivid against his freckled skin, the flow steady enough to suggest the impact bruised the tissue rather than broke the structure. The injury looks worse than it probably is because facial bleeds are generous and dramatic and produce a visual that converts a minor impact into a medical scene.

But his eyes are not on the blood.

They are aimed over my head. Fixed on the retreating figure of Maxwell gliding back to his side of the rink. The green irises carrying an expression I cannot fully decode from this angle: not fear, which I expected. Not the specific, triggered, survival-moderigidity that the shower confrontation produced. This expression is harder. Colder. The specific, calculating, I-am-processing-this focus of a man who has been struck and has chosen to evaluate the strike rather than absorb it.

His gaze does not break from Maxwell until I speak.

"Archie."

His name. Whispered. The specific, soft, Sage-frequency register that I have learned functions as the override code for whatever internal process his brain is running, the sound that reaches through his analytical distance and retrieves the person beneath it.

He blinks.

Once. Twice. The processing interrupting, the external focus dissolving, his green eyes descending from the retreating threat to the face below him. Finding mine. Locking on with the specific, pupil-contracting adjustment that occurs when a visual system transitions from scanning a distant target to focusing on a close one.

"You're safe, yes?"

The question carries the weight of every confrontation that preceded this one. The shower. The locker room. The nights where his body trembled beside mine and his sleep was interrupted by the playback of events that no amount of cedarwood or peppermint could fully suppress. I am asking whether the man behind the green eyes is present. Whether the impact of the puck and the proximity of Maxwell have triggered the sequence that produces the ringing and the suffocating and the specific, devastating cascade that dropped him to his knees on shower tile.

It takes him a few blinks.

The processing visible in the micro-movements of his facial muscles, his brain running the diagnostic that my questionprompted, evaluating his own internal state with the specific, clinical thoroughness that he applies to every assessment.

He nods. Slowly. The motion weighted with the deliberate, confirmed quality of a man who has completed the evaluation and determined that the result, while not optimal, does not constitute an emergency.

He is okay.

Not untouched. Not unaffected. But okay. Standing upright with a bleeding nose and a missing pair of glasses, having just been struck by a projectile launched by his abuser, and he is still here. Present. Nodding. Meeting my eyes with the specific, grounded, I-am-in-this-moment focus that tells me the panic did not win this round.

Because he was not alone.

Because the twins were in front of him before the shock could convert into spiral. Because I was between him and the threat before the threat could reach the locker room in his memory. Because the pack that claimed him and the Omega who held him and the brothers who have been standing beside him for six years assembled around him in under two seconds and converted the isolation that Maxwell requires to operate into a formation that Maxwell cannot penetrate.

I sigh. The relief exiting my chest with the specific, decompressing quality of a woman whose adrenaline peak has crested and is now descending toward the level where practical concerns replace protective instincts.

"Come on. We need to take you to the nurse's office."

My hand finds his. The gloved fingers interlacing with the automatic, practiced efficiency of a connection that has been established so many times that the mechanics require no conscious instruction. I pull gently, my skating stride engaging, my body guiding his toward the bench exit with the specific, unhurried pace of a woman who is not rushing because rushingcommunicates panic and the message she needs to send right now is calm.

He follows. His stride slower than usual, the impact having disrupted the specific, fluid mechanics that normally characterize his skating, each push carrying the slight hesitation of a body recalibrating its balance after a blow to the head. But he follows. His hand in mine. His bleeding nose marking our path across the ice with small, crimson drops that fall to the white surface and remain there like evidence that something happened here that the Zamboni will erase but the memory will not.

Behind us, the twins are already in motion. Rowan's voice carrying across the rink to Coach Mercer with the specific, authoritative projection of a man delivering an incident report: the puck's origin, the trajectory, the deliberate nature of the launch confirmed by the laughter that accompanied it, the senior player who crossed the dividing line with performed concern that his team's amusement contradicted. Ronan's cooler cadence providing the supplementary details, the timestamps and the positioning and the specific, factual, documentation-grade account that will ensure Coach Mercer's response is informed by data rather than hearsay.