Page 182 of My Lucky Pucking Shot


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"Shut up!"

Archie's hand shoots across the coffee table, scattering Ronan and Rowan's carefully arranged card hands into a chaotic spray that cascades off the table's edge and onto the carpet like confetti at a parade that nobody authorized.

The twins gasp.

In unison. The synchronized inhalation of two men who have just witnessed the destruction of a card game in progress and are processing the loss with the specific, horrified grief of players whose strategic positions were meticulously constructed and have been demolished by an Alpha whose emotional regulation does not extend to Uno.

"NO!" Rowan stares at the scattered cards with the expression of a man surveying a battlefield after the ceasefire. "We have to start again! Ronan's ADHD would NEVER let us reconstruct our hands!"

Ronan groans. "YOU'RE the one with ADHD. I have OCD. There is a significant, clinically documented difference that you consistently fail to?—"

"Oh, HERE we go. Every time. Every SINGLE time someone confuses our?—"

"I'm not confusing anything! You are literally the one who just attributed MY neurodivergence to YOUR brain and then told ME I have the wrong label!"

"Because YOUR label and MY label get mixed up because we're TWINS and people assume?—"

"PEOPLE assume because YOU introduce the confusion by ANNOUNCING your condition with MY terminology!"

The twin-versus-twin bickering escalates with the specific, practiced, well-rehearsed rhythm of an argument they have conducted enough times to have developed choreography. Each accusation arriving with the precise timing that its counterpoint requires, the verbal tennis match executed with the same synchronized coordination that governs their on-ice performance and their simultaneous card gasps and their stereo laughter.

I watch them.

From my position on the couch, my empty soup bowl beside me, Archie's shoulder warm against mine, my cards still in my hand because nobody scattered MY strategic position during the nuclear event.

And I grin.

This is my pack.

The thought arrives with the specific, settled, undeniable quality of a truth that has been assembling itself across weeks of proximity and is now presenting its completed form for acknowledgment.

Rowan, whose warm scent and warmer personality fill every room he enters with the specific, generous energy ofa man who considers other people's happiness a personal responsibility. Ronan, whose cooler presence provides the counterbalance, the analytical complement to his brother's emotional broadcast, the steady hand that navigates the spaces between Rowan's enthusiasms with patience and precision. And Archie. The man whose silence speaks louder than anyone else's words. Whose cedarwood scent has become the definition of safety in my olfactory vocabulary. Whose pasta and whose kisses and whose arms around my waist during the nights when my body sleepwalks toward his are the specific, irreplaceable evidence that being wanted is not the same as being owned.

I have not told them I overheard the conversation.

The one in the nurse's office. With my father and Jeffrey and Coach Mercer. The one where Archie stood in a room full of men and declared his intention to make me their pack's Omega with a conviction that carried the weight of someone who had been composing the statement long before the crisis provided the stage. The one where he asked my father's permission because he understood that Omegas are treated like baggage and he refused to participate in the system by claiming me without consulting the people who raised me.

I have not mentioned it because mentioning it would convert a moment I am holding privately into a conversation I would need to navigate publicly, and the moment is too precious for the navigation to risk.

I know what he said. I know what my father answered. I know the three of them declared "fair" in unison with the specific, binding commitment of men who understood the weight of the word and chose to carry it.

And I am keeping that knowledge in the quiet place where I keep the things that matter most. Alongside the memory of my father teaching me to make pancakes. Alongside the feelingof Jeffrey's hand on my shoulder when the world was too heavy for my frame. Alongside the first stride on fresh ice that rewrites the world and reminds me that I was built for this surface and this speed and this life.

They claimed me.

Not through a Heat or a ceremony or the transactional negotiations that the system prescribes. Through a conversation with my father where the condition was love and the payment was dreams and the receipt was a single word spoken by three voices that have become the most important sounds in my world.

The twins are still bickering about ADHD versus OCD, their argument having migrated from the Uno catastrophe to a broader discussion about neurodivergent misrepresentation in twin populations that neither of them intends to concede. Archie is beside me, his shoulder against mine, his breathing carrying the steady, settled rhythm of a man who is content to let the chaos occur around him because the woman beside him is warm and fed and present and that is apparently sufficient for his nervous system to categorize the evening as successful.

His hand finds mine between the couch cushions. The contact arriving without announcement, his fingers threading through mine in the specific, unhurried interlace that he initiated during the nurse's office and has now established as the default configuration of our adjacent seating.

I squeeze.

He squeezes back.

The silence between us carries everything the words have not yet said and the kiss he delivered over the soup bowl has already confirmed:we are in this together, and together extends past the playoffs and the practices and the three days off that his captain authority just imposed on my competitive soul.

I have a pack.