Page 161 of My Lucky Pucking Shot


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I nod.

He pulls me against him. His arms wrapping around my body with the firm, comprehensive contact of a man whose priority is concealment rather than intimacy. My chest presses against his, the warm skin-to-skin contact arriving without the charged electricity I would have anticipated and instead carrying the specific, urgent pressure of protection. He is shielding me. Positioning his body between mine and the curtain, using his frame as a barrier between the shower stall and whatever exists on the other side of it.

A voice arrives from the locker area.

"I know the fuck you're not actually showering, Arc."

The voice is unfamiliar. Male. Alpha, based on the pheromone signature that accompanies it through the steam. But the scent is wrong. Off. Carrying a note that my hindbrain catalogs under a classification that makes my skin crawl: rancid leather and something chemical and sharp, like bleach mixed with ash. Not the warm, natural base note that healthy Alpha biology produces. This scent carries the specific, corrupted undertone of a man whose pheromone profile has been distorted by something my instincts cannot name but my body recognizes as a signal to run.

Archie huffs. His chest vibrating against mine with the compressed sound, his jaw tightening above my head where his chin rests against my wet hair.

"No, I'm fucking jerking off, so what the fuck do you want."

The voice laughs. The sound carrying no warmth. No genuine amusement. The specific, performative laughter of a man who produces the sound as a tool rather than a response.

"What, you've got an Omega apparently on your team and now you're horny about it?"

I look up.

Archie's face is inches above mine, the water tracking paths down his jaw and his neck and across the freckled terrain of his collarbone. His expression is hardened. Set. Carrying the specific, impenetrable rigidity of a man whose mask has been reinforced to its maximum setting by the arrival of a threat that his nervous system recognizes before his conscious mind has finished processing it.

But beneath the hardness, in the micro-expressions that his facial muscles cannot fully suppress, I see it.

Fear.

Not the general, ambient anxiety that I have learned lives in his body as a permanent resident. Specific fear. The targeted, historical, nerve-specific terror of a man whose body is in the presence of someone it has encountered before and whose previous encounter left damage that two years of therapy and kickboxing and a residential facility for Alphas could not fully repair.

He takes a deep breath. The inhale expanding his chest against mine, the ribcage pressing forward with the sustained inflation of a man executing the four-count protocol that his therapist prescribed for exactly this kind of moment.

"Maxwell." His voice exits flat. Controlled. Carrying the mechanical authority of a man who is operating through his containment structure rather than his emotions, each word placed with the precision of a player positioning pieces on a board where a single misplacement has consequences. "We're not doing this here. So I'm saying this once. Leave me the fuck alone or I'll get you kicked out of this place so fast your gear bag won't make it to the parking lot."

The feet appear.

Visible beneath the curtain's lower edge, positioned directly behind the fabric barrier, close enough that a single stepforward would place their owner inside the stall. The shoes are expensive. Leather. Polished. The footwear of a man who invests in his appearance because his appearance is part of the mechanism.

The rancid scent intensifies. Closer now. Concentrated by the steam into a density that makes my stomach turn with an involuntary, biological revulsion that exists below the level of conscious analysis. My body knows this scent is dangerous without requiring my brain to explain why.

Archie's arm tightens around me. His hand gripping my left side with a force that drives his fingertips into the flesh above my hip. The pressure is hard. Bruising. The involuntary compression of a man whose body is producing a response his mind cannot moderate, the protective instinct and the panic merging into a grip that does not know its own strength.

I do not flinch.

The pain registers. The fingertips digging into muscle and tissue with an intensity that will leave marks tomorrow. But flinching would produce movement, and movement would produce sound, and sound would betray my presence behind a curtain that is the only barrier between me and a man whose proximity is converting Archie from a captain into someone I have never seen before.

I do the one thing my instincts tell me he needs.

I press my lips to his chest.

Lightly. Against the skin directly above his heart. The contact arriving without preamble or permission, my mouth finding the specific location where his pulse is hammering against his ribs at a rate that tells me his nervous system is operating at full emergency capacity. The kiss is not romantic. It is an anchor. A physical signal transmitted through the medium of lips against skin that saysI am here, I feel you, and whatever is on the other side of that curtain does not get to have you.

He stills.

Completely. Every muscle in his body locking into a motionless state that lasts one second, two, three, the specific, suspended pause of a man whose nervous system has received a competing input that does not match the threat profile it was processing and is now recalculating.

Then he breathes. Deep. The exhale traveling through his chest and against my wet hair, carrying the specific, shuddering quality of a man whose containment structure has received the reinforcement it needed at the exact moment it needed it.

Maxwell's voice arrives. Lower. Closer. The volume dropping into the register that I recognize instinctively as the frequency predators use when they want their words to land as sensations rather than sentences. Intimate without consent. Close without invitation. The weaponized proximity of a man who has learned that softness is more frightening than volume when the audience has been conditioned to associate softness with what follows.

"You could always let me jerk you off since I'm sure you're no different from the coward back then."