Page 149 of My Lucky Pucking Shot


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A huff. Quiet. Compressed through his nose in the specific, reluctant exhalation that I have learned to classify as the final stage of his resistance protocol: the sound his body produces when his mind has lost the argument but his pride has not yet conceded the defeat.

"Not a fucking chance."

The denial arrives carrying the confident, absolute certainty of a man who believes the stated outcome is impossible and has therefore accepted the bet's terms without recognizing that the acceptance itself constitutes a concession.

He said it.

Not a fucking chance. Which in the language of Archie Hale Rosedale means: I will agree to these terms because the scenario is so improbable that the risk is negligible, and I refuseto acknowledge that you know me well enough to predict that the improbable scenario is exactly what is going to happen.

He took the bet.

Which means he is going to play.

His footsteps start behind me. The specific cadence of sneakers on concrete, the sound of a man who told himself he was not following and whose legs decided otherwise. The gap between our positions closes in increments, his stride longer than mine, his pace gradually matching the rhythm I have set until we are walking in parallel the way we have walked in parallel since we were fourteen years old and discovered that the best friend we found through a gaming headset was also the best center either of us had ever played with.

I do not look back.

Do not need to. The footsteps tell me everything. The pace tells me he has made a decision he has not yet articulated. The proximity tells me the decision involves returning to the dorm rather than retreating further. And the specific, stubborn silence that accompanies his stride tells me he is composing the internal monologue that will reframe this moment as something other than what it is: a man walking back to the Omega he left behind because the alternative, walking away from her, is no longer a direction his feet are willing to carry him.

The dorm entrance is ahead. The glass doors catching the midday light, the lobby visible through the panels, the elevator bank and the stairwell and the hallways that lead to a unit where Rowan is probably feeding Sage pastries and extracting every detail of her life story with the disarming warmth that makes my brother the social half of our pair.

Whatever happens now is going to be a crash course of mayhem.

A six-week sprint toward a playoff deadline with a roster assembled from a woman the system rejected, two twins thesystem has not yet met, and a man the system broke. We will be competing against teams with established chemistry and veteran coaching and the institutional support that comes from fitting the mold that the sport was designed for: Alphas, bonded, conforming to the pack structure that the regulations demand and the culture enforces.

We are none of those things.

Our pack is theoretical. Our chemistry is untested. Our anchor is a man who has not competed in two years and whose relationship with the sport he was born to dominate is mediated by a trauma that no amount of talent can bypass without the specific, patient, ongoing work of choosing to show up despite the fear.

But he is walking behind me.

And the Omega whose cereal he praised and whose lip he bit and whose body he held through a night that produced the first uninterrupted sleep he has achieved in twenty-four months is waiting in the dorm with my brother and a plate of pastries and the determination of a woman who has been told no enough times to recognize that the only answer worth pursuing is the one she gives herself.

This is the year it changes.

Maybe the playoffs will not be defined by the teams that were built to win but by the team that was assembled from the wreckage of a system that failed every person on its roster.

Maybe Archie Hale Rosedale, the youngest captain in league history who abandoned the title because the locker room that came with it was converted into a crime scene, will put on a jersey again. Will lace his skates and step onto competitive ice and hear the sound of a crowd reacting to his IQ the way crowds used to react before the silence consumed him.

Maybe. Maybe not.

But the Omega is in the building. And the footsteps are behind me. And the bet has been placed.

And if I have learned anything from six years of gaming with Archie Rosedale, it is that the man does not lose bets.

Which means he is going to become captain whether he intends to or not.

And this Omega will be the reason we get their best friend back.

CHAPTER 28

First Whistle

~SAGE~

The mirror in the locker room does not lie.

It presents the facts without editorial commentary, reflecting the woman standing before it in full hockey uniform with the neutral fidelity of a surface that does not care about her feelings and will not adjust its output to accommodate her insecurities.