Page 123 of My Lucky Pucking Shot


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"Why?" The question is direct, stripped of performance, carrying the genuine confusion of a man who has apparently not received the memo about gendered domestic labor distribution in Alpha-Omega pack dynamics. "I'd cook for my Omega."

I gawk at him.

The statement hangs in the kitchen air alongside the aroma of his improbable spaghetti, the two competing for which one will rearrange my internal chemistry faster.

"Well, you're a total anomaly," I manage, "because in most Alphas' eyes, Omegas are only good for fucking and cleaning their messes. Cooking, childcare, nest maintenance, emotional labor. That's our job description according to the designation handbook that society printed and distributed to every household without asking if we wanted a copy."

He says nothing.

But he watches me eat.

The first bite demolishes any remaining composure I possess. The sauce hits my tongue and detonates a cascade of flavor so comprehensive that my brain produces a sound before my mouth can close around the fork. A moan. Not the restrained, polite variety that people produce when food exceeds expectations. A full, uninhibited, spine-curving vocalization of pleasure that exits my chest and fills the kitchen with the acoustic evidence of a woman who has not consumed a home-cooked meal in approximately three years and is now experiencing the culinary equivalent of a spiritual awakening.

"What in the absolute juju magic did you put in this masterpiece?"

The words are muffled by the second forkful, which I have loaded before the first has fully cleared. The pasta vanishes from my plate at a velocity that defies the physics of humanconsumption. Fork to mouth. Chew. Swallow. Fork to plate. Repeat. The cycle accelerating with each revolution until my hands are operating at a speed that my table manners cannot monitor and my stomach is accepting deliveries faster than any quality control system should permit.

Archie has not taken a single bite.

He is watching me with an expression I cannot read through the blur of my feeding frenzy, his fork resting against his own untouched plate, his green eyes tracking the destruction of his culinary creation with the specific blend of satisfaction and alarm that accompanies watching someone enjoy your work with an enthusiasm that borders on aggression.

The plate empties.

Not gradually. Not with the civilized, paced consumption that dining etiquette prescribes. The spaghetti is simply gone. One moment it occupied a plate, the next it does not, the ceramic surface carrying only the residual glisten of sauce and a single orphaned basil leaf that escaped the massacre through the miracle of adhesion to the plate's rim.

I stare at the empty plate.

The plate stares back.

My body has consumed an entire serving of professional-grade pasta in a time frame that would alarm a competitive eating judge, and the signal arriving from my stomach is not satisfaction but inquiry:is there more?

My gaze slides sideways.

To his plate.

His untouched, fully loaded, beautifully plated, aromatic plate of spaghetti that is sitting three inches from my elbow radiating warmth and possibility.

I am not subtle about it. My eyes perform the lateral trajectory with the transparent avarice of a golden retriever who has spotted an unattended sandwich, my pupils dilating, myhead tilting, every fiber of my being communicatingI know this belongs to you and I respect that and also I want it desperately.

He laughs.

Not the controlled chuckle. Not the huff that functions as his baseline unit of amusement. An actual laugh, the sound rising from his chest and filling the kitchen with a warmth that has nothing to do with the stove and everything to do with the specific, unrehearsed joy of a man who just watched a woman devour his cooking like her life depended on it and is now watching her eye his plate with the predatory focus of a hawk circling a field mouse.

He shakes his head. The ginger hair swaying. The dimples surfacing.

And slides his plate to mine.

"Eat. I have more."

The grin that splits my face could power the fluorescent lights overhead. Bright and wide and carrying a gratitude that exceeds the caloric value of the meal being offered because the gesture beneath it is larger than pasta: it is the act of a man who fed an Omega his own portion without hesitation and told her there was more before she had to ask.

"Thank you," I say, and the words carry more weight than two syllables should legally be permitted to hold.

I do not hesitate.

The second plate receives the same treatment as the first, my fork performing its duties with an efficiency that reflects well on the utensil and poorly on my upbringing. Archie moves to the stove, assembling a third serving for himself from the pot with the unperturbed calm of a man who anticipated this outcome and prepared accordingly.

I catch his smile as he plates his own portion. It is small. Directed at the spaghetti rather than at me, as if he is sharing a private joke with his cooking that I am not meant to overhear.But I see it. The slight upward curl. The softening of his jaw. The expression of a man who derives quiet satisfaction from feeding someone who needed it and will not admit how badly.