Page 67 of Terms of Surrender


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8:47 PM

E: Hi.

A single word, and every wall I’d built crumbled. I dragged a trembling hand through my hair. A dozen responses fought to surface, but none felt right. Every rehearsed line scattered like startled birds, leaving only truth.

Me: I’m happy to hear from you.

I hit send before I could think better of it. Blood roared in my ears, my palms slick. Each second without a reply stretched into eternity, the air itself suspended.

Amber light spilled through the windshield, gilding the interior in molten gold as I slid behind the driver’s seat.

E: I talked to Candace.

Candace. Shit. I braced for impact.

Me: What did she say?

The typing bubble appeared. Vanished. Appeared again.

My hope—my desperation—tethered to three flickering dots.

I started the engine, its low growl rumbling through me, but I couldn’t shift into drive. Couldn’t move.

Then my phone lit up again. My pulse slammed against my ribs.

E: She was pissed.

The phone nearly slipped from my hand. Heat rushed through me as I typed, barely breathing.

Me: I can imagine.

E: So am I.

Shit. I wiped my palms against my jeans.

E: But I’m not ready to walk away.

“Fuck yes!” The shout tore free before I could stop it.

A woman walking her dog glared through the windshield. I didn’t care. I started typing—ten, twenty possible replies—but nothing was enough.

E: And I want to watchTwilight.

I blinked.Twilight? A test, maybe?

Me: I loveTwilight.

The words weren’t all true—but not a lie either. I’d hated it when it first came out, back when obsessive fan girls filled the hallways arguing over Edward or Jacob. But somehow, I already knew it was about to become my favorite movie.

E: I’ve got it pulled up now. Netflix has it.

I exhaled hard.

Me: Do you want me to watch it with you?

My pulse hammered so loud it drowned the hum of the car.

E: Yes.