Untethered but safe.
A place without edges, without noise, without pressure.
A place where everything inside me finally—finally—went quiet.
And I let it.
I let myself fall.
I let myself float.
I let him hold the weight I couldn’t.
Because in that warm, suspended place where sensation replaced thought I wasn’t overwhelmed. I wasn’t anxious. I wasn’t drowning.
I was free.
Chapter 50
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Damien
My palm burned, each strike sending a fresh pulse of heat across my already torn knuckles. The skin had split again—thin, bright lines of blood that threaded down the side of my hand before disappearing into the curve of her body.
Emma didn’t flinch.
She breathed.
Slow, steady, drifting.
The pink had deepened to red, faint purple surfacing where she’d taken everything I gave. She’d slipped under moments ago—shoulders slack, breath slow and distant. Dream-deep. Gone to hush. Weightless.
“Beautiful.” I barely heard myself say it.
Another strike landed. The force shot up my arm, wrapped around my ribs, squeezed until breathing became an afterthought.
My cock throbbed painfully against the restraint of my pants, every nerve in my body zeroed in on the sight of her—open, trusting, surrendered.
But tonight, release wouldn’t come from my cock.
I didn’t need it. Didn’t want it.
My pleasure lived in this—in the raw, electric line of sadism running straight through my blood, in the jolt that shot up my arm with every strike, in the way she took it for me… The way she melted under my hands. This was enough. More than enough.
It was everything I’d ever wanted.
Emma—in my home. In my life. Wearing my collar. Marked in ways only I would ever see.
Floating under the pain I gave her. Pain she asked for. Pain she trusted me to deliver.
She was offering herself to me in the purest way a submissive ever could—her mind open, her limbs loose, her consciousness slipping into my hands.Not for sex. Not for orgasm.
But for me.
For what I was. For what I could do for her.
She was mine to guide. Mine to break open. Mine to put back together.
