My cock throbbed.
I moved with reverence. Circling, stroking. Kissing the back of her neck. She sighed and pressed back into me, breath catching just how I remembered.
She started to rock on my hand, her ass thrusting back against my cock. When my fingers slipped inside her, she whimpered, holding onto my forearm for more leverage to bounce in time to my finger fucking.
“Fuck,” she rasped, her voice thick with sleep.
And then—
Her eyes snapped open.
She twisted, pulling away. “What are you —” She shook her head and started again in my language. “What are you doing?”
I froze.Had this not been the plan?
Her face was flushed, but not with desire, with fury.
I slipped my fingers out of her.
“I—I—”
“Fuck off,” she snapped —but trapped my hand between her thighs, holding me there. “An orgasm won’t earn my forgiveness.”
“Multiple?” I joked, wincing as it fell flat in my mouth.
“You let me touch you, sleep with you, and you knew who I was the whole time.”
Okay. Now I was confused.
Had she left the door open to talk?
“Who I wouldbecome,” she stressed.“And you didn’t even have the guts to tell me.”
“I wanted to. I—I didn’t know how.”
“Bullshit,” she spat, throwing the duvet over herself despite the heat. “You knew. You can speak.”
I sat up, hand still trapped between her thighs. I had to be better at explaining myself this time. “I was scared of losing you. I wanted as much time with you as possible, so you knew what we could be, so you knew we were worth fighting for.”
“We aren’t,” she snapped. “You didn’t even know me then.”
“I heard all about you for years,” I said.
Her lip curled in disgust.
“Imre told me he would eventually tell you. But it kept on getting closer and closer… and then the thought of having you here in my home… he should have told you. I promise you, I will tell him exactly that and more.”
“Don’t talk to him about me at all.” The order was laced with a threat.
“Done,” I swore. “But just so you know, I’d come clean about us at breakfast if you wanted.”
“There is no us,” she said and rolled her eyes.
“I can’t lose you,” I repeated and pulled my hand out, going to hold her waist. I needed to show her, it wasn’t just sex I was after.
“You already have.”
It was a punch to the gut. My inhale was as sharp as her venomous voice.
