Two hands reached out, grabbing his shirt.
Bryson allowed Kaydon to peel his black t-shirt from his body, and smaller hands pulled at his waistband, removing his shorts.
His clothes were dropped onto the floor, followed by Seth’s and Kaydon’s. The air was warm, but Bryson shook.
Maybe he should have told them with Adria. She was better with words.
Kaydon’s breath was hot as he pressed his forehead against Bryson’s, Seth’s head resting on Bryson’s shoulder, and the three of them just stood there.
Leaning against each other, breathing.
With every shaky breath, Bryson felt more grounded.
They didn’t need to talk.
They just needed to be near each other.
Together.
Eventually, Kaydon spoke. “You meet our needs, Bryce. Every one of them, please don’t doubt that for a second.”
Bryson breathed out, the weight of the moment threatening to bubble up. He didn’t want to cry. He wanted to be strong.
“We all went through it,” Bryson whispered. “It doesn’t seem fair that I should get to keep you three, after….”
Seth gripped his chin, bringing his face to meet his. Seth trailed his tongue along Bryson’s lips. “What does fair have todo with it? How many fuckers have we put in the ground? How many people got turned off because the Nine decided? While the four of us are still breathing. None of it’s fair, but we roll with it because that is who we are. Who you are.”
“And you didn’t do anything wrong,” Kaydon said.
“I fucked him,” Bryson said. “Had him inside me, me inside him. He’s everywhere, and now even though he’s dead, I can feel him.”
“Right now?” Seth asked, kissing the side of Bryson’s neck.
“No,” Bryson said truthfully.
Kaydon nipped at his ear, and Bryson’s dick jumped. “Now?” Kaydon teased.
Bryson couldn’t help but smile. “No, not right now.”
Seth licked up his jawline and then pulled back, looking at him seriously. “When?”
Bryson’s smile faded. “When I’m hurting you, or getting into Dom mode. His face just pops in. Adria tried to let me Dom her to see if that would work and it did, but when she was fast asleep, I could hear him talking to me.”
“What does he say?” Seth asked.
“You’re a monster, Bryson, just like me. You like to hurt me and I like it too. We are the same. Made for each other.”
“Fuck that guy,” Kaydon said. “He doesn’t take that from you. Your Dominant side has nothing to do with what he put you through. You know that, Bryson.”
“Here is what we are going to do,” Seth said. “We’ll have a safe word. Something that tells us that you’re dissociating and either Kay or I will take over. Take some of the pressure off you. If it doesn’t work, we’ll stop.”
Seth sank to his knees, and Bryson watched his beautiful face take his cock into his mouth.
Bryson growled. Fuck, that felt good.
Kaydon’s hand wrapped around Bryson’s neck, and Bryson felt his pulse under Kaydon’s hand.
“Adria let you Dom her,” Kaydon whispered in Bryson’s ear. “What was that like?”
