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Then let me go slow.

Another vibration.

Ruby:

You didn’t go slow today.

I smile.

Me:

Would you like me to apologize?

Ruby:

No.

There it is.

The truth under everything.

I write back:

Me:

Then I won’t.

I wait. Five seconds, then ten.

Her next message is small:

Ruby:

I can’t think around you.

My heart clenches.

I answer:

Jaxon:

I don’t want you to think.

I want you to feel.

RUBY

I sink into my chair.

My heart is a disaster. My body is a disaster. My life is a disaster.

But his messages…

God.

He wants me.

Not just physically.