Page 69 of Gloves Off


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My breath caught as his mouth followed—warm, patient kisses down the line of my body. My pulse beat louder with each one. His lips weren’t demanding. They asked. They promised.

When he reached the side of my neck and sucked gently, a tremor worked its way through me. My legs parted before I realized I’d moved, guided more by instinct than thought. Everything else fell away—every fear, every lingering doubt. There was just this: Nick, the bed, and the way he looked at me like I was a secret he intended to keep forever.

“Are you okay?” he whispered, lips still grazing my skin.

I opened my eyes and found his waiting—dark, fierce, but soft just for me. There was no pressure in them. No demand. Just a quiet storm held at bay by my answer.

“I want this,” I said, and it wasn’t shaky. It wasn’t uncertain. “I want you.”

He exhaled slowly, and I felt it as much as heard it. A shift. A permission. A vow.

His mouth returned to my chest, kissing lower this time—slow and almost unbearably tender, like each inch of me deserved worship before he moved on. I arched toward him, the need building slowly but no less consuming for it. His lips danced over my ribs, down the center of my stomach, skimming the edge of lace like it was a boundary to be crossed only with devotion.

My hands found his hair, threading through it as he kissed the spot just above my hip. The intimacy of it nearly undid me. I wasn’t used to being seen like this—touched like I mattered. But he did. He saw me. Not just my body, but everything inside it too.

“Tell me what you want,” he murmured against my skin, the vibration making my toes curl.

I swallowed, my voice barely more than a whisper when it came—but steady. Certain.

“You,” I said. “All of you. Just… like this.”

And as I looked down at him, kneeling between my legs like I was something holy, I realized the truth wasn't in the fire building between us, but in the way he held me like I wasn’t just a choice. I was his choice.

And God, I wanted to be.

“I want you to take your time,” I whispered, the words slipping out before I could second-guess them. They felt equal parts bold and breakable—an offering laid bare between us.

His gaze lifted to mine, and something in it shifted. The heat was still there, fierce and all-consuming, but it deepened into something more. Something that settled low in my belly and bloomed outward like a flame licking through every nerve.

“Then that’s exactly what I’ll do,” he said, voice rough with promise.

His hands drifted lower, one gliding over the curve of my thigh, the other sweeping along the arch of my spine like he was committing every inch of me to memory. He kissed his way down with deliberate slowness, lips grazing skin that felt suddenly too sensitive to bear. There was no rush. No frantic fumbling. Just reverence—like I was something sacred, and he was the only one allowed to touch.

Each kiss left fire in its wake, and I couldn’t stop the way my breath stuttered or how my body arched toward him, greedy for more. I felt… adored. Not just wanted, but cherished. It was a feeling so unfamiliar it nearly unraveled me.

My fingers sank into his hair, anchoring him to me, afraid that if I let go even for a moment, the whole world would tilt and I’d lose this—lose him.

He lingered at the edge of where lace met skin, his mouth hovering like a question he already knew the answer to. The anticipation was maddening, electrifying. I gasped softly, my heart pounding, the air between us charged with a tension that bordered on holy.

And when he finally slipped past that final barrier—when our bodies met in a slow, devastating fusion—it didn’t feel like giving in.

It felt like coming home.

My eyes fluttered shut, not because I wanted to escape it, but because it was too much to contain. His touch. His breath. The way he moved with purpose, with me, not against me.

The world beyond those four walls fell away. There was only this room, this bed, this man who held me like I was made of myth and wonder and fragility all at once. Every heartbeat pulsed louder than the last, and somewhere in the haze of skin and sensation, I realized this wasn’t just about desire.

It was a rewriting.

A quiet revolution written in sweat and skin and the echo of his name on my lips.

And when I looked up and saw the way he looked at me—like I was his reason—I knew.

This was where everything changed.

His fingers slipped beneath the last scrap of lace between us, and my breath caught—sharp and shallow.

I arched into him without thinking, my body moving before my mind could catch up. His touch was sure but unhurried, like he wasn’t here to take, only to worship. There was no rush. No pressure. Just the steady, reverent way his fingers explored me—like I was something sacred, not something to conquer.