His fingers find the lace of my thong. He grins like a boy in a candy shop.
“Not much,” I admit. Swallowing, I meet his golden brown eyes. I have to be honest with him. “Last weekend, he kissed me and used his tongue and hands to make me come. Today, he kissed me and used his fingers.”
“Mmm. I would have liked to see that.” Drew slides his fingers lower to glide over the silk between my legs, covering my pussy. Little sparks build beneath his fingers.
“You aren’t mad?” My words are a little breathy as he stirs the desire inside me with every flick.
He relaxes against the seat, slowly building the need for more. “We haven’t had this talk. I was hoping to get you off before the restaurant, but it can wait.”
I’m sure I pout, making him chuckle.
“This is important. I don’t care how or with who you chase your pleasure, princess.” He slips his finger beneath my panties and pushes inside me.
“Drew.” I clutch at his shoulders as he thrusts in and out, pushing me higher and higher.
He pulls his finger out before I find my release and sucks on it. “Consider that an appetizer.”
I bite my lip, wanting to ask for the full meal now. But there’s something I’ve been hesitant to ask. Because even if I don’t want to be exclusive on my side, I’m not ready to hear about the women he’s sleeping with. “So we’re not exclusive?”
“I didn’t say that, princess.” He leans back and runs his fingers over the neckline of my dress, chasing little thrills along my skin. “I’m not planning on straying, but I know your bulldogs are itching to play with you.”
When I ease to the side to return to my seat, Drew catches my hips and frowns. “Hey, I’m not saying it’s wrong. In fact, I wouldn’t mind playing with you with them if the chance arose, but this is your decision. I want you to feel free to explore what could be.”
I search his eyes and all I see is sincerity. How is that possible? When I met this guy he was sleeping with two women, actually three. “You don’t want more?”
“I’m done messing around and juggling multiple women at a time.” He cups my cheek and strokes his thumb along my jaw. “I’ve watched you at benefits with dates and never seen you as comfortable as you are with those three and me. I’ve seen the way you look at them and the way they look at you. I’m all in, princess. You want me, I’m yours. You want them too, I’m still yours.”
He presses a soft kiss to my lips. “Now, I’m not into guys, so that would have to be your thing, but like I said, watching them fuck you? I’d be into that. I enjoy being on either side: audience or performer.”
I squirm on his lap as my panties dampen. “I don’t think that will happen.”
Drew grins. “You’d be surprised what a beautiful woman can make a man do. Or many men do.”
The car stops.
“Dinner first.” Drew kisses me again, soft and tender.
When we walk into the restaurant, I feel much better about what I’m doing. The hostess seats us right away at a small table toward the back. My mind is so occupied with what Drew said I barely notice where we are until I look at the menu.
When I realize what restaurant we’re at, I laugh.
“What’s funny, princess?” Drew takes my hand on the table.
“This is where I always brought my dates to make Wyatt jealous.” I shake my head. “I thought if he saw someone else who desired me, he’d finally make a move. But that ship has definitely sailed.”
“Maybe he realized you didn’t want any of those guys, so he thought it was safe to turn a blind eye.” Drew brings my hand to his lips and presses a kiss to my knuckles. Butterflies launch inside me. “Trust me, I think he’s noticing now.”
Tuesday morning there was a moment when I swore Wyatt would kiss me, but then Finn interrupted. I shake it off.
“Trust me. He doesn’t want to want me like that.” I set my menu to the side and can’t stop myself from looking at the table he always brings his dates to. It’s currently empty.
“I want you like that, princess.” His words are filled with awe.
My gaze finds Drew’s golden brown eyes and something settles inside me. It’s one thing to have Finn and Dante want me, but not want to do anything about it. It’s another to have Drew, who wants me and isn’t afraid to show it.
I lean in and kiss him, because I can and I know he won’t reject me. His hand goes to the back of my neck and holds me to him while he deepens the kiss.
I’ve always shied away from relationships because of Wyatt.
