“She gets restless.” Dante smirks. “She can’t sleep without a good orgasm. Or a few.”
Finn chuckles.
“What all have you done, trouble?” When Finn opens his mouth, Wyatt holds up his hand. “This is the time Sara talks. If we’re going to have any kind of sexual relationship, both of you said she needs to lead. So Sara, what all have you done?”
I cross my legs under the table and put my utensils down. Now isn’t the time to pretend to be shy. I put my elbows on the table and join my hands. “I’ve masturbated with my fingers. Oral sex, given and received. Also, both at the same time. Been finger fucked.”
I tap my lips trying to think of what else.
“Oh, I’ve jerked Dante off.”
Finn chuckles again, but Wyatt gives him a stern look.
“Anyone besides the guys at this table?” Wyatt cocks his head a little.
I shake my head. “No.”
He lifts his coffee to his lips and takes a sip while holding my gaze. It’s intense and disarming. It’s everything I always wanted from him.
When he sets his mug down, he turns to Drew. “If we’re all sharing, that means no sex outside this arrangement. The three of us have discussed it, but is that what you want?”
I turn to look at Drew. He promised me he was only interested in me, but that was before this all came out. Maybe he feels differently now that he knows they’re willing to cross the line. I swallow.
Drew turns to me and cups my jaw. “I’m all in, princess. However long you need to be ready.”
Fuck, I’m ready now. For a second, I contemplate pushing everything on the table off and offering myself to them, but this conversation is just beginning.
“Good.” I give him a smile before turning back to Wyatt.
Wyatt leans forward and his gaze dips down to my cleavage before returning to my eyes. My breasts grow heavy with desire. Please don’t be into pony play. I really don’t think I could pretend to be a horse for him.
Maybe? I mean, it’s still sex play.
“We need to discuss kinks, because I’m not the only one with a kink that will play with you.” Wyatt glances at both Dante and Finn.
My eyes widen. Oh. But everything we’ve done is so vanilla. Besides both of them at the same time and watching each other. Which are kinks in themselves.
Drew laughs. “You look so surprised, princess. You shouldn’t be. There’s a reason we’re drawn to you and it isn’t your innocence.”
“Then why?”
“You’re curious and open. Frankly, I’m surprised you didn’t experiment more in high school and college. But I can tell you were holding out for more.” His gaze flicks to Wyatt before returning to me. “You already know I like to play in public. I also like to watch.”
Falling into his brown eyes, I wet my lips.
“I’m open to most kinks.” He takes his phone out and taps on a few things.
My phone buzzes from where I left it in the living room. Finn’s phone buzzes too.
“There’s an app. It’s pretty extensive, but it goes through a consent form. You can choose what you’re curious to try and what your hard limits and soft limits are.”
Suddenly, I want to run to my phone and figure it out.
“We should all enter our information into it. It’s a good way to confirm the arrangement.” Drew glances around. “I only have Finn’s number so he can send it to both of you.”
“After breakfast.” Finn points to my plate. “Eat, flower.”
“We should still discuss our kinks.” Wyatt arches an eyebrow at Drew, who just smirks back at him. “But going through a list would be helpful, if Sara had experience.”
