Clean Opinion
Sara
“Marvel or DC?” Kayla asks as she scrolls through the listing of movies.
“I prefer Marvel.” Hope stands next to the microwave in Madison’s personal living room, waiting for the popcorn to finish popping. “Less dark and gritty.”
“Which is the one that has Thor?” Madison brings a bottle of wine and four glasses over to the couch.
“Marvel,” Hope and I say at the same time.
This is exactly what I need. I feel like I can finally breathe here. The confrontation with Wyatt has my emotions reeling. His intensity still pulls at me though. The way his dark eyes searched mine. I put my hair back because every brush of it on my neck reminded me of his touch.
“Perfect.” Kayla selects the movie but doesn’t press play yet. “Okay, let’s get the dirt first, because the way those guys were at the strip club had me thinking you were going to get your own special show.”
Blushing, I settle into the corner of the couch with my wineglass. Hope comes around with the popcorn and Madison passes a glass to her.
“It’s complicated.” I blow out a breath and drink my entire glass of wine before holding it out. More wine is definitely the answer.
“Very complicated.” Madison nods and gives me a refill.
Swallowing, I look into my drink for courage.
“I’ve messed around with Dante and Finn.” I can’t go into details. It’s not that I don’t want to share with these women. It’s just too new and I want to keep it to myself. Dante and Finn. Their hands and mouths... I’ve never felt anything like it before. I want more.
“You’re still dating Drew?” Hope pops a piece of popcorn into her mouth and pushes her glasses up.
I nod and groan. “And then Wyatt was all growly earlier, but then nothing. Like I really thought he might at least kiss me. Peabody bit him. And apparently, Drew thinks they’re all a package deal for me.”
My cheeks heat. I want to understand what that looks like. I’ve seen the way Madison and her guys are around each other, but I don’t know if I can see myself with four guys. That would mean only picking one of them. But when it comes to choosing which one, my brain melts.
Madison smirks. Hope’s mouth drops open. Kayla grins.
“Hell yeah. That would be a sweet group of guys to fuck.” Kayla clinks my glass and takes a drink.
“Yeah, well I haven’t fucked any of them.” Yet lingers on my lips. I will get at least one of them to fuck me eventually. “But there’s something going on with Wyatt. He says he can’t be with me because of his sexual proclivities.”
“Proclivities? Who uses a word like that?” Kayla taps her finger against her lips. “Like a kink? Or is he into men?”
“I think kink?” I sigh. “Tom apparently knows about it and doesn’t approve. Wyatt doesn’t think he can be what I need, but how the hell would he know if I don’t even know what I like?”
Kayla’s eyes widen slightly. “Whoa, whoa, whoa. Back it up a minute. How would you not know what you like?”
Shrugging, I confess, “I’ve never been with anyone. At least not fully.”
I’ve been around these women for a few months. I think everyone just assumes that someone my age will have at least fucked someone. And I have had offers, just none I wanted to accept. But now, with these guys, suddenly it’s all I think about.
Madison takes a drink. “So your only sexual experience has been with these guys?”
“Yes.” I swallow because I don’t know about Hope, but Madison and Kayla are a lot more experienced than I am. I never said anything because I expected to be that experienced some day. And never thought I’d be having this talk with them.
Drew was supposed to fuck me and get it over with, but instead he turned into the rallying cry for the others. I touch my lips and smile. Who knew?
“Okay, so what kind of kinks would make a brother not find a guy acceptable for his sister?” Kayla thinks for a moment, but then she gets a wicked grin. “Why don’t we ask a brother?”
“I don’t think—” Madison stops as Kayla is already out the door. She looks up at the ceiling and says mostly to herself, “I’m going to get punished for this later.”
“Blake, we have questions.” She knocks on a door.
