"You get me out of your life forever."Mariyah waited for Olivia to ponder this information.
"Okay, but if you get caught you will never mention my name."
"I won't get caught and if say I do, I will say I had planned it for a while.But understand, I need money, I need to be able to go far away and support myself."
"Money is not an issue, I will organize the money, when are you planning on going?"
"As soon as you can you come up with a plan to get me out of here without arousing suspicion.If they ask you, you don't know where I went, how I got the money and how I did it."Olivia nodded.
"I will work it out."Mariyah nodded her head
"Good, when you figure it out let me know."Getting up Mariyah went inside heading to her room to cry again.Zak was coming down the stairs and she almost collided with him.
"Whoa slow down, where’s the fire?"He grabbed her shoulders to steady her.
"Oh sorry, wasn't paying attention."
"What's wrong?"
"Why do you ask me?As if you even care…" She moved away from him and continued to her room.He was behind her without her even realizing and had followed her into the room closing the door behind him.
"Why are you moping now?"Mariyah hated how he knew what she was feeling.
"Forget it, I'm not going to tell you.I want you out of my room."She was going to be a bitch, she had to toughen her heart to deal with leaving him.
"The fuck is wrong with you?"
"Zak, I don't want you in my room.If I have to live here, you need to stay out of my room.I don't want any more chances of intimacy between us, any at all."
"And who the fuck told you that you have a choice?You are my fucking property to do as I want with.My fucking property, your mine, you belong to me, I own you."How easy she could piss him off, just as easy as he could piss her off.
"Can you hear how sick that sounds?No matter what you think, I am not yours, never was and never will be.Like you were never mine.Everything between us is a lie.You keeping me is absurd.The sad part of all this is that I'm actually starting to feel like you really are my uncle."Mariyah struck a nerve, she knew it, Zak grabbed her throat and tightened his grip making it hard to breathe.She invited the pain, it felt good when he hurt her, at least he was paying attention to her.
"Tell me why you want to fuck me up today?Tell me why you want to start this?"He pushed her back and she landed on the bed
"I'm not starting anything, I'm just telling you the truth.It feels too much like we are family now, and I don't want you touching me inappropriately, it doesn't feel right.I can see you love Olivia so I am going to stop making life difficult for you but if I'm to remain here, it's as your niece, nothing more."Zak rubbed his hand over his head.
"You really want to fuck with me?"Mariyah didn't reply.Zak was furious he was trying to hold back hurting her, she could see the tension in his neck, he was closing and opening his hands.His rage won out, he pulled her up by her arm and grabbed her jaw tight."I am going to make you eat your words."Still grabbing her face he unbuckled his belt and slipped it out in one swift motion.Mariyah’ heart dropped."Want me to be your uncle?"She was in a panic now, he wouldn’t dare strike her… Would he?
"I'm sorry...Zak please, please, I'm sorry…" It felt like her jaw was going to crack.Lifting the belt up to strike Mariyah braced herself, she closed her eyes anticipating the first lash, so when he pressed his lips onto hers her reflexes gave out making her jump.He stared deep in her eyes and he kissed her again, he grabbed the back of her head and pressed her to him tightly, kissing her until she gave way and opened her mouth allowing his tongue to enter her mouth.She was afraid he might still belt her, not really responding to him but not rejecting him either, Mariyah allowed him to do as he wanted.
She could feel Zak become frustrated by her lack of participation.He wrapped his hand around her neck and squeezed, warning her not to aggravate him further.She timidly kissed him back hoping that's what he was after.It must have been because he loosened his grip around her neck and made love to her mouth.When he pulled away, he stared into her eyes and she had tears running down her cheeks.He put his forehead on hers and tried to catch his breath."Mari, your fucking killing me."No idea what the hell he was on about."I don't know how much longer I can do this."What was he talking about?He kissed her again while pushing her back until she was on the bed and he was atop her.
Zak took the weight off her by leaning on his elbows.He stared into her eyes again and she sensed the feeling he was holding something back."Your eyes fucking kill me..."He kissed her eyes, her nose, her lips.Mariyah couldn't take this, he was fucking up her insides, she loved him so much…
"Zak please stop doing this to me, I can't take it anymore.Why are you so cruel?"She put her hands over her face and wept into them.Zak rolled off her and pulled her into his arms where she cried silently.
"Stop crying, please stop crying.”He kissed her head.
"You need to leave me alone.Zak my heart it breaks every time I see you with her.Why did you ask her to marry you?Why would you do that?"She was sobbing now.
"Mariyah please, you have to trust me, I know what I'm doing."She shook her head
"You’re breaking my heart, that's all your doing."Zak continued to kiss her head.He lifted her chin and kissed her lips.
"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry…" He kissed her again.She pulled away and moved away from him.
"I'm sorry too Zak, if you want to have sex with me consider it rape, I can't be a part of this anymore."She sat up and was waiting for his anger to reignite.Only thing was he moved off the bed and left her alone.She once again broke into sobs.
