Page 26 of The Embers We Hold


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Jack held on, one hand in her mane, the other on her neck, absorbing the force of her panic without matching it. Rain was sheeting sideways. Lightning split the sky again. I had the gate open, my heart somewhere in my throat.

"Come on," I whispered. "Come on, come on?—"

Jack turned her. Slow, muscling against her momentum, using his weight and her confusion to redirect her toward the gate. Dancer fought him for three strides. Four. Then something broke—not her spirit, her resistance. She stopped pulling against him and started moving with him, trusting whatever signal he was sending through his hands.

They came through the gate at a controlled trot, Dancer blowing hard and trembling, Jack soaked through and breathing like he'd run a mile. Sully appeared from somewhere—I hadn't even tracked the dog—and flanked Dancer's offside without being asked, instinctively closing the channel toward the barn.

We got her inside. Got the door shut. Got a blanket on her and put her into a stall where the walls would hold her safe.

And then it was just us. Standing in the barn aisle, rain hammering the roof like it was trying to get in, both of us soaked to the bone, chests heaving.

I was shaking.

Not from cold. Not from fear, exactly. From the adrenaline dump, from the relief, from the raw physical intensity of the last fifteen minutes. My hands trembled against Dancer's stall door, and I couldn't make them stop.

"Hey." Jack's voice, close. I hadn't heard him move. "She's okay. Fence held long enough. She's safe."

"I know." My voice came out steadier than I felt. "I know she's safe."

"You're shaking."

"I'm aware."

He stepped closer. Not crowding—just near. Near enough that I could feel the warmth of him despite the wet clothes, near enough that when he put his hands on my shoulders, the weight of them cut through the adrenaline like an anchor dropping.

I didn't pull away.

I should have. Every rule I'd set, every boundary I'd drawn, every pep talk I'd delivered to my own reflection said pull away. But my body was vibrating like a plucked wire and his hands were warm and solid, and God help me, I just wanted to stand still for one minute and let someone else be the strong one.

So I stood there. His hands on my shoulders, both of us dripping rainwater onto the barn floor, the storm raging outside like it wanted to tear the world apart.

"You did good out there," he said quietly. "The gate timing was perfect."

"You're the one who grabbed a twelve-hundred-pound panicking horse barehanded."

"She wasn't panicking by the time I got to her. She was deciding. I just helped her decide the right direction."

I almost laughed. "Is that what you do? Help things decide the right direction?"

"When they let me."

His thumb moved. Just once. A slow stroke along my collarbone where my wet shirt had slipped sideways, barely a whisper of contact against rain-cooled skin.

My entire nervous system detonated.

It wasn't a big movement. Wasn't deliberate, maybe wasn't even conscious. But I felt it everywhere—a cascade of heat that started at that single point of contact and flooded outward until my fingertips tingled and my breath caught and the space between us felt like it was filled with something combustible.

I looked up. He looked down. His eyes were dark, rain-damp hair pushed back from his face, and the expression there wasn't careful anymore. It wasn't controlled. It was hungry, and seeing it hit me low and hard because I'd been pretending for four days that this wasn't exactly where we were headed.

His hand stilled on my shoulder. I could feel his pulse through his palm, faster than his expression let on.

One inch. That's all it would take. One inch forward and his mouth would be on mine, and four days of professional restraint would go up in smoke.

"Hey, Mags! Y'all get the filly in?"

Clay's voice, cutting through the barn from the far entrance. Boots on concrete. Getting closer.

Jack dropped his hands.